Gimmiesomejohnny
Greenlighter
It was around a year ago I was doing this very same thing. Contemplating telling all of you to kiss my ass with all your greenlight bluelight bullshit. If you are talking drugs, addiction,lifestyles, ways and means, I sold my soul to this game several decades ago. I once heard a commercial on TV say "No child ever says I want to be a junkie when I grew up". That's not true, I did. I wanted to be the one that had the most drugs, did the most drugs, knew the most about drugs, and never afraid to try a new drug. While the other kids studied their textbooks, I had a PDR and it was my Bible. I encouraged the other kids to raid their families medicine cabinets and pocketbooks. Don't worry about what it is, just get it. I would tell them what it was, or maybe I would just eat them. All of them. My first overdose was in the 6th grade. Never, to this day have I ever experienced any fear when dealing with any of my overdoses. I practiced this lifestyle for 40 years and became the vile, calloused, unremorseful motherfucker that I am today. All of your rules are not conducive to my way of life, as is with most junkies. Rules don't apply to us, or laws, so several thousand days of those 40 years were spent in some of the most sinister penitentiaries in North America. I have used and abused about every mood or mind altering chemical known to man, and they used and abused me, so to be told that I'm a greenlight is just a little degrading. I've got tracks on my arms older than half of you. And the dope that I spilled would've killed the other half of you. I will say that with the years have come a little wisdom, a little patience, a little tolerance, and occasionally a little mercy. I have already made it further than I did last year. I'm searching for some answers, I'm searching for the face of God. Not some fucking book ABOUT God, but the one who is responsible for making that little electric pulse that makes my heart beat.I am curious about ultra high dosing on shrooms (5 to 20 grams), a hundred to a thousand mcgs of LSD, and the ultimate God molecule DMT. I have tripped hundreds of times on what I thought at the time was a high dose because I was tripping balls, but from what I have heard and read my tripping balls have not even dropped into their sack yet. The DMT is going to happen as soon as I find a mimosa tree. My other concern is with this new form of meth called ice, which I have used daily for almost 4 years now. I have manufactured red phosphorus meth, as well as anhydrous, neither of which contain P2P. It is my understanding that ice has no ephedrine. Does it contain p2p? We've all heard the charcoal, tinfoil, gunblue, Thompson water seal recipe with mop strings, cooler in the ground where the crystals "grow" I go online and find step by step recipes for anhydrous and red phosphorus, and even shake. But you won't find one for ice. I'm not trying to make it , I just want to know what chemicals I'm exposing mysely to. It has damaged my brain far worse than all other drugs that I have used in my life put together. So if any of you know what's in this shit let me know. Well I guess my foots in the door, I'm gonna find me a corner and check things out a little further. I've got my eye on you blues.

