Hey sChLiNkE - get over yourself!!!
I'm sure having "been around the scary bits for 10 years" you will have stuffed up once or twice. If you haven't, U deserve a medal.
Yet I remember when I started back in July last year, in IBIZA, we knew very little about what we were doing. We knew nothing about comedowns, tolerance, losing weight, sleep, anything.
We did 10 days straight, taking 27 pills each, then spent three days in a Spanish hospital, being let out 5 hours before our flight back to the UK. Looking back I think I'm lucky to still be here.
And I've gone way too far on 3 other occasions. It happens. Last night I was with a mate who was doing halves, whilst I do wholes. He kept saying give me more. He did 2 by the end of the night. No biggy. I did 3, and he kept saying do more. Well I knew it wouldn't add to the experience, and was not sensible either. I declined. Last year I would have just kept popping.
Now that I have learnt the hard way, I will only ever do one night per weekend (at the most), until I get down to once per month. And I simply will not attend a 3 day rave due to the simple temptation it provides.
It is most likely the lad who died at Happy Valley did not know about this board. If he did he would not carry on the way he did. I for one have calmed down 10 fold since having access to many first hand reports on how people get way too fucked up.
I know on NYE everyone had this huge build up as to how mashed they were all gunna get. Personally, it scared me. I set myself a limit of 3 beans, and didn't exceed it. And I was still going strong by 11am, when the party was well over. Some people in my group decided to double-drop. Why I'll never know. The night I tripple dropped Green CU's was enough for me to realise the benefit of correct timing. I reckon I have dropped 90 pills in all and only got the timing right twice.
I think the message to come out of all this, is to know your limits. If one pill doesn't work wait enough time before gorging another. Set limits for a night, and look out for your friends. You never know what that person has been going thru before getting to the party. If you see them overdoing it, help them. I know I wouldn't knock back someone giving me advice if I've gone too far.
PARTY SAFE EVERYONE