I currently moved out of the state I was living in to get my crap together, I was using h and I really wanted to start fresh and get clean. I am on day 3 from detoxing myself. I am not going into a detox due to no medical insurance, so I decided to do a at home detox with Suboxone, I have been doing great so Far, I plan on going to as meetings everyday once in off the subs. This whole withdrawing is new to me. I ended up becoming addicted to h and painkillers within the past year. These withdrawals suck ass. When I first started getting withdrawals I felt like death, and I've always been told that they suck, never really understood and thought people were over exaggerating, but I know there not! I don't plan on going back to using again and I hope and pray to god that I wont! I have to keep a positive attitude and keep myself busy at ALL times. I can do this