dad? love?

had nothin to do with what i emailed her about, lol. shrugs. no problem. dad? love? not searching 4 either. i found & met my dad 14 yrs ago, that was that. love? not in this lifetime, i wasn't meant to be with anyone, other than friendships for the long haul. as far as sex goes, i don't want it. it's frustratingly unfulfilling, i found long ago, because what men want & what women want in general r completely different. men r the ones usually that just want sex. a good booty on a body r enough for most of them 2 get their rocks off, while i on the

other hand need to be turned on by someone's mind. i like eye candy as much or appreciate it more from an artistic standpoint, but hot studs turn into cold duds if he's got the personality of a door knob or an asshole. guys want to get rite to sex, i don't. i sometimes wish sex wasn't so damn free, easy, & expected now, complete opposite from the other end, too puritanical. a person's mind is what turns me on & while it's flattering to be found desirable, i long ago quit bothering with the silly date scene please. straight men in the usa, & Oz 2 from

what I can tell, if they like how u look, then immediately they're calculating & plotting the quickest way into the sack. yawn. although i did fuck javier a few times when we were roommates, & yeah he was kinda fun & all, except for his much too smaller than average dick, which was a drag. small dicks limit certain positions, not that the poor sod had a choice. anyway, still, it was in the past, i was spun, & i've been single too long 2 find sharing my bedroom space &

merging from an i to a we confining & suffocating. that & i don't want to have 2 b bothered with sex. long term friendships r wot its all about with me anymore. i've stayed in my room. mom was up & about early, & i do not want to get into arguments, or hassles, i just want to drop this thing, but eventually she 8nt gona not get in my face. i apologized. i meant it. this is exactly why i prefer 2 live alone or with strangers
 
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Dave
Not all men are like that. In fact, many are not. It's just that the older we get, the more the ratio of good:superficial/unhealthy/etc... people shifts toward the latter. C'est la vie. :\
 
K
it's so funny that the general “guy” archetype gets so perverted by the outgoing ones who think, fuck if she doesn't wanna have sex, there're plenty more! bitch is stuck up!

and we, me, we sit down staring at attractive women and cursing ourselves for staying seated and shy. i have a nice personality and mind...=)

like your writing. especially the header about the thin line between just experiencing the bodily pleasure of drugs, and falling into a constant, life-obliterating chase.
 
Simon63
I agree guys, hey don't get me wrong making love is important but it certainly isn't everything, it's the "company that makes a nice meal/date"
 
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