yuhhhhh
Bluelighter
i got 2 DWIs in april and may. every month they have been reset because it takes months for blood work to be analyzed but it's finally done so tomorrow i find out what's going to happen. i was offered 60 days in county two months ago but didn't accept as i'm hoping that a couple months of clean weekly UAs helps my case at least a little. i also spent a month in rehab and am seeing a counselor every week. i wouldn't say i've been dreading the decision but clearly nobody looks forward to almost imminent jail time regardless of the sentence. what is the most irritating is that i feel like i'm moving on from opiate addiction but this is reeling me back in to at least having to confront the affects of my addiction once again. i'm tired of doing that. day to day struggles within my own brain is enough. i'll be fine, i know, but i just wanted to take a moment to let you all know that this isn't fun. by the way i'm also having to fly to houston from nashville (where i live now) and everything about going back there is a reminder of years of shooting dope.
