I could never do this.
I would never want to play these games.
I'd never allow myself to fall in so carelessly,
crawl back out like a hero,
then do it all again.
Am I really missing something
here after all or is the truth of the matter
that I'm so damn blind I just
don't know what I have?
For it seems I have no one
and nothing once again, and it drains
and kills me, but then again...
More I hear them all bitch and
bicker about each other the less I wish
another maddening maiden
would just fall into my lap.
All this he said, she said.
She, he hates yet loves one another.
A couple married, then separated on routine.
It's such chaotic contradictory insanity,
so overwhelmingly complicated.
Sure, it'd be nice to have a warm,
smooth body lay against mine.
Sure, it'd be cool to have another
with which to burn away the tension
one hearty fuck at a time,
but is it really worth the loss,
is it actually insane?
Is it really worth
the cost of jade?
For I'm already weary and incomplete
from the venemous soils from which I've grown.
Maybe I'm really better off alone.
Could be that I'm better off alone.
I would never want to play these games.
I'd never allow myself to fall in so carelessly,
crawl back out like a hero,
then do it all again.
Am I really missing something
here after all or is the truth of the matter
that I'm so damn blind I just
don't know what I have?
For it seems I have no one
and nothing once again, and it drains
and kills me, but then again...
More I hear them all bitch and
bicker about each other the less I wish
another maddening maiden
would just fall into my lap.
All this he said, she said.
She, he hates yet loves one another.
A couple married, then separated on routine.
It's such chaotic contradictory insanity,
so overwhelmingly complicated.
Sure, it'd be nice to have a warm,
smooth body lay against mine.
Sure, it'd be cool to have another
with which to burn away the tension
one hearty fuck at a time,
but is it really worth the loss,
is it actually insane?
Is it really worth
the cost of jade?
For I'm already weary and incomplete
from the venemous soils from which I've grown.
Maybe I'm really better off alone.
Could be that I'm better off alone.
