caffeine_voices
Bluelight Crew
sometimes I look into the corner of my room
the one place where two walls meet the floor
two walls, two sides, two views of my life
a floor to sink down to, and a corner to smash my world into
that is the one place I hide from the pain when i'm broken down and i've had enough
the one place I hide from the loneliness when i'm sad
and the one place I hide from the fear when i'm scared
tonight I sit in that corner again
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The Pain
I look at the wall adjacent to the window
it looks just like a wall to anyone else
but to me I see beyond that wall
it fades into a pale light blue
a broken chunk lies on the ground
and the hole left reveals the tan colored guts of the wall
the wall is broken and its breaking down even more
cracks start to reach out of the hole
winding further and further away from the hole
paint chipping all along the way
The Loneliness
I turn my head and glance over to the other wall
once again just another wall filled with life
but I look harder now and realize its just a coverup
the wall fades and the only detail is a fireplace
an old, beaten down, broken up fireplace
chunks of concrete falling off of it all around
touching it I know it is as cold as ice
looking into it I see nothing but charred remains
ashes scattered around in a filthy mess of what once was
now burnt away and there is nothing to replace it
it is just a useless black pit in the wall
The Fear
after looking over these walls I let my head fall
I look at the floor and see what is left to come
darkness now sourounds me except for the moonlight shining in
it shines through my window casting a shadow on my floor
a shadow that bows out into a cross
a black cross symboling only death and fear
the light that does pass through creates a background
this background is filled with what looks like fire
it reaches across the entire room and engulfs everything
it consumes the room into nothingness
the cross is all I see
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The further into this corner I get...the closer I am to the end.
the one place where two walls meet the floor
two walls, two sides, two views of my life
a floor to sink down to, and a corner to smash my world into
that is the one place I hide from the pain when i'm broken down and i've had enough
the one place I hide from the loneliness when i'm sad
and the one place I hide from the fear when i'm scared
tonight I sit in that corner again
-----------
The Pain
I look at the wall adjacent to the window
it looks just like a wall to anyone else
but to me I see beyond that wall
it fades into a pale light blue
a broken chunk lies on the ground
and the hole left reveals the tan colored guts of the wall
the wall is broken and its breaking down even more
cracks start to reach out of the hole
winding further and further away from the hole
paint chipping all along the way
The Loneliness
I turn my head and glance over to the other wall
once again just another wall filled with life
but I look harder now and realize its just a coverup
the wall fades and the only detail is a fireplace
an old, beaten down, broken up fireplace
chunks of concrete falling off of it all around
touching it I know it is as cold as ice
looking into it I see nothing but charred remains
ashes scattered around in a filthy mess of what once was
now burnt away and there is nothing to replace it
it is just a useless black pit in the wall
The Fear
after looking over these walls I let my head fall
I look at the floor and see what is left to come
darkness now sourounds me except for the moonlight shining in
it shines through my window casting a shadow on my floor
a shadow that bows out into a cross
a black cross symboling only death and fear
the light that does pass through creates a background
this background is filled with what looks like fire
it reaches across the entire room and engulfs everything
it consumes the room into nothingness
the cross is all I see
------------
The further into this corner I get...the closer I am to the end.
