Hello all,
Been a long time bluelight lurker, from my early stages of experimentation, onto addiction, and then SURPRISE, the recovery section. Brief background on me:
Heavy drug user of almost all types, eventually deciding that IV meth and opiates are my fav. Long story short, awhile back I did 10 months on MMT and it provided me the best 10 months of my life - became interested in things again, motivated, and didn't use except for a few trips on 4-aco-dmt. I ended up having to goto jail for some old stuff and detoxed in jail. Came out and managed to stay sober for a few months getting into AA, but have been using some oxycodone the past few weeks. Needless to say I've let the monster out again.
My question: I'm really considering going back on the methadone. My life was just so good while I was on it - I was happy! And I feel like I'm just gonna progress with my use. I'm not withdrawling tho. So do u guys have any advice?
Been a long time bluelight lurker, from my early stages of experimentation, onto addiction, and then SURPRISE, the recovery section. Brief background on me:
Heavy drug user of almost all types, eventually deciding that IV meth and opiates are my fav. Long story short, awhile back I did 10 months on MMT and it provided me the best 10 months of my life - became interested in things again, motivated, and didn't use except for a few trips on 4-aco-dmt. I ended up having to goto jail for some old stuff and detoxed in jail. Came out and managed to stay sober for a few months getting into AA, but have been using some oxycodone the past few weeks. Needless to say I've let the monster out again.
My question: I'm really considering going back on the methadone. My life was just so good while I was on it - I was happy! And I feel like I'm just gonna progress with my use. I'm not withdrawling tho. So do u guys have any advice?