butterflygirl2
Bluelighter
I have a slight problem and I am not sure where to turn to for help. I always read the bl posts but I have never posted here before. I am married and I have been married for about 10 months and my husband has been in Korea since we have been married. I know that I love him but I am not sure that I am in love with him. I did everything to make him happy I even moved to his hometown so that I would be closer and to put him at ease. Now off and on I do go home and visit and I have never cheated on my husband and it has never even crossed my mind. I know that he has cheated on me because he has told me so. Now I have met someone and we have a great time together he makes me laugh and nothing has happened between us and although it has crossed my mind I can't lie and say that it hasn't. I am not sure if I am feeling this way because I am lonely or if it is because I like him. I really love the way he makes me feel about everything. He makes me smile he makes me laugh and I don't think that there isn't anything that he couldn't do for me. My husband right now is on a kick to where he was to seperate so that he can get to know this other girl taht he met over there. To me that is no big deal because I am having a wonderful time of my own right now. Now my husband says what if we get a divocre where will you go? Well, right now I am not sure but I need some advice before I take thigns any further with this other guy. Can someone out there please help me??
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Raving is not a crime
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Raving is not a crime
