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Confessions from the other side

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I watched him install the plugs in my place, for security reasons. He watched me babysit

my youngest babygurl, little did he know I had a bad problem a habit of keeping

everything a secret...I pulled out an envelope full of money and I paid him back what I

owed him. I got a phone call that night, it was the wrong person. Later on, I fell

asleep.. and woke up to him leaving. I asked why? he said check yur phone, it's got a

bunch of weird messages on it. He cried A LOT, he lost his mind, he went from feeling

pretty shitty to amazing bcuzzhe stopped everything he did in his past before all this

and was heading in a great direction and focus on his career of being ..... to a total

mess..:(:(:(

Time passes by.....thing get worst & worst & better & better & BETTER, but in the end
he found out my past and all the bad things Ive done while we spent such nice moments

together. Every other Friday I'd go out and fuck other people for money. I don't know how

to tell him that. I played the same game all the time... because deep down im really just a

whore. I'm afraid of him, I showed him how much im worth to the industry. My baby gurl

doesn't hear me or understand me anymore, I can barely see her. I drinkkkkkkkkkkkk all

the time and luv getting fucked up. I luv being me, a wildcard at times. I have no emotions. My bff4life Mackenzy

helps me get a few jobs.. she werkz at this angelic place in the city. I think he went to

the station once and it started a bill when there was trouble...a while ago with my old

guardian wanted to buy a new mustang with those weird doors and it's great.

We had an agreement while we we're together but I was too fucking high to notice

anything. He helped me out when I was in the worst position of my life all the time. And

I feel bad at times. I owe him money but I have some stuff stored away to pay first. I

used to say I paid it but now a broker is after me so I'm going to lose my stuff. I'm a

loser... I had bad dreams he was going to kill me... maybe because I lied so much?

I heard he was going to be near my place soon with his new gurlfriend. There's a cool bar

right near. I'm kind of jealous of her when I see them together...He told me somethings

I didn't want to hear. I always cum first. I'm sorry, for all the hurt I'm a liar and

..I'm broken. How do I pay him back bcuz it's just an aweful thought? Of what happened

not long ago. I sometimes wonder.
 
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