Moonlitskies09
Greenlighter
I'm too egocentric to think of raping someone, it'd imply I wanted to have sex with someone that thought I wasn't worth it, but I want to watch someone else do it. I don't care who, or two whom. I want them to see me look on them and do nothing, to question why, to panic or beg, and bleed. I don't want to masterbate or orgasm later, I dislike rape as a exhibition, it's an emotional thing with an emotional orgasm? No. That feels off. More like a religious fervor, like a transformation, to share something with them worse than rape and let them see darker side of mankind. It's to for a moment put them in a world without law where they can see true fear and pain, and they can be human and free. I want to see how they feel. To see themselves as an object and a woman at once, maybe?
I would never ever do such a thing, and even if I could be capable of it I would have no way of realizing the fantasy, it's not obsessive but it occurs in my mind sometimes. Needless to say, it disturbs me. I think it's do to a lot of self inflicted sexual repression.
I would never ever do such a thing, and even if I could be capable of it I would have no way of realizing the fantasy, it's not obsessive but it occurs in my mind sometimes. Needless to say, it disturbs me. I think it's do to a lot of self inflicted sexual repression.
