It took me some time to find a drug/philosophy site that I could access from home and work. I work in random camp settings where Internet is often filtered, blocked or even not available at all. Bluelight seems to pass most filters.
This year is my first year without alcohol after years of successful alcoholism. For the first time after moving I don't know where all the various alcohol supply stores are around me. For 10 months there have been a number of unopened liquor bottles in my living room and they don't call me. Something has drastically changed.
New years eve I had my last drink. It wasn't even a big moment, I just decided to stop. I'd been weening off for months, taking sober days where I'd just smoke weed eventually sober weeks where I'd just use mj edibles and eventually just quit. Some sweating and a lot of anxiety later even the craving is gone.
I have switched my addiction from alcohol to marijuana. Still an addict, I can easily go days without using weed. Just to be sure I could stop I took a 90 day break from weed and still didn't crave alcohol.
So now I'm choosing my addiction. While I don't have experience to know what horrible outcome I may be heading towards it cannot be as horrible as the direction alcohol was taking me.
My finances are in ruin but my income has improved by a factor of 500% over the last three years, I can see daylight in a pit of debt.
Our 14 year long relationship has turned a corner from living together to being in love.
I have purpose, my life has meaning and I have vision for a much greater future.
Why is marijuana not available free for people that need it?
This year is my first year without alcohol after years of successful alcoholism. For the first time after moving I don't know where all the various alcohol supply stores are around me. For 10 months there have been a number of unopened liquor bottles in my living room and they don't call me. Something has drastically changed.
New years eve I had my last drink. It wasn't even a big moment, I just decided to stop. I'd been weening off for months, taking sober days where I'd just smoke weed eventually sober weeks where I'd just use mj edibles and eventually just quit. Some sweating and a lot of anxiety later even the craving is gone.
I have switched my addiction from alcohol to marijuana. Still an addict, I can easily go days without using weed. Just to be sure I could stop I took a 90 day break from weed and still didn't crave alcohol.
So now I'm choosing my addiction. While I don't have experience to know what horrible outcome I may be heading towards it cannot be as horrible as the direction alcohol was taking me.
My finances are in ruin but my income has improved by a factor of 500% over the last three years, I can see daylight in a pit of debt.
Our 14 year long relationship has turned a corner from living together to being in love.
I have purpose, my life has meaning and I have vision for a much greater future.
Why is marijuana not available free for people that need it?