Subrep
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 14, 2022
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- 37
Not used for 12 days. Not feeling very enthusiastic about anything. No support as I have hidden my addiction from all and sundry for 2.4 years.
Here where I live there are no confidential support services as everything is locked into the Health system because of funding.. My supply ran dry and I could not be arsed searching for more. Had enough of life revolving around my addiction. The last 12 days have to all intents and purposes have been one uncomfortable blurr; actually cant recall much of it. Fortunately I has some grass to help me along the way. I never use before an alloted time in the day so I could get essential stuff done before getting wiped out. Now Im just sitting here however not sure what Im waiting for.
Here where I live there are no confidential support services as everything is locked into the Health system because of funding.. My supply ran dry and I could not be arsed searching for more. Had enough of life revolving around my addiction. The last 12 days have to all intents and purposes have been one uncomfortable blurr; actually cant recall much of it. Fortunately I has some grass to help me along the way. I never use before an alloted time in the day so I could get essential stuff done before getting wiped out. Now Im just sitting here however not sure what Im waiting for.
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