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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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shackwiz said:
Hi all

Looking for similar scenarios and help coming off invega

I am diagnosed schizophrenic since 2018, after smoking weed all day every day with minimal breaks for a number of years
I was on invega 117mg for four years and came off in 2022

I know it’s poison

I regained the ability to feel emotions and lost the weight, I was able to access higher states of consciousness through meditation (I’m very spiritual)

But in 2023 I was hospitalised with grandiose deulsions after taking a large dose of mushrooms and weed

I believe spiritual practice of daily yoga 1 hour and kundalini meditation twice daily for 30 minutes, along with proper diet and gym, along with a regiment of supplements vitamins and minerals purported to treat it and potentially CBD will be far better than feeling like a zombie with no emotions or drive, inability to feel pleasure

But I hope to god I don’t relapse again

I used to have so much personality, I’m still so ambitious but have no drive, I used to be in such good shape, I struggle in social context, I am practically retarded in many aspects I have been back on the invega since July 2023, 157mg a month

My spiritual teacher in India who is also a psychologist believes that medications should only be used in emergency situations, and that yoga and meditation and having a clean stomach (vegetarian, no clogged intestines) is actual treatment for mental health not just this symptom blocking western medicine madness

I intend to maintain my practices and abstain from all drugs completely and taper off the invega under the supervision of a psychiatrist, but how can I even find a psychiatrist that’s not indoctrinated by big pharma funded ‘scientific’ research

In the meantime while on the TA I was wondering if anyone had any insight into whether switching to Abilify or otherwise may help, I believe my doctor is going to reduce the dosage of invega next week

Thank you in advance for any replies
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What's TA? I love the fact that you mention yoga and vegetarianism together. Meat affects the subtle body and we consume animal fears and pains. I feel so much lighter on vege!!
 
Paramahansa Yogananda, in his teachings and writings, notably in Autobiography of a Yogi, emphasized the benefits of a vegetarian diet for spiritual and physical well-being. He believed that eating meat negatively affects the body, mind, and spirit by lowering spiritual vibrations and making the mind more restless.


Yogananda taught that:


  1. Meat dulls spiritual awareness: He argued that consuming the flesh of animals can create tamasic (inertia-inducing) vibrations in the body, making it harder to attain inner peace, clarity, and higher spiritual consciousness.
  2. Impact on health: He associated a vegetarian diet with better physical health, emphasizing that fruits, vegetables, and grains are more conducive to vitality, longevity, and mental clarity. He viewed these foods as "life-giving" and easier for the body to digest.
  3. Ahimsa (non-violence): In line with yogic traditions, Yogananda advocated for ahimsa, or non-violence, and believed that killing animals for food could create negative karmic consequences and emotional imbalances due to the violent nature of the act.
  4. Subtle energy (prana): Yogananda noted that plant-based foods contain higher amounts of prana (life force energy) and help refine the body's energy channels (nadis), enhancing spiritual practices like meditation.

In summary, Yogananda recommended a vegetarian diet for those seeking greater harmony, better health, and spiritual upliftment. However, he was also compassionate and advised making dietary changes gradually, based on individual readiness.
 
invega011024 said:
I have been having a headache for about 5 days now. Is this normal when stopping Invega shots? Also, I did stop olanzapine recently so I'm not sure if this is the cause.
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I had violent headaches after stopping haldol a pain for a long time but then it completely disappeared the only solution that worked was a hot shower but it came back in force afterwards
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
Paramahansa Yogananda, in his teachings and writings, notably in Autobiography of a Yogi, emphasized the benefits of a vegetarian diet for spiritual and physical well-being. He believed that eating meat negatively affects the body, mind, and spirit by lowering spiritual vibrations and making the mind more restless.


Yogananda taught that:


  1. Meat dulls spiritual awareness: He argued that consuming the flesh of animals can create tamasic (inertia-inducing) vibrations in the body, making it harder to attain inner peace, clarity, and higher spiritual consciousness.
  2. Impact on health: He associated a vegetarian diet with better physical health, emphasizing that fruits, vegetables, and grains are more conducive to vitality, longevity, and mental clarity. He viewed these foods as "life-giving" and easier for the body to digest.
  3. Ahimsa (non-violence): In line with yogic traditions, Yogananda advocated for ahimsa, or non-violence, and believed that killing animals for food could create negative karmic consequences and emotional imbalances due to the violent nature of the act.
  4. Subtle energy (prana): Yogananda noted that plant-based foods contain higher amounts of prana (life force energy) and help refine the body's energy channels (nadis), enhancing spiritual practices like meditation.

In summary, Yogananda recommended a vegetarian diet for those seeking greater harmony, better health, and spiritual upliftment. However, he was also compassionate and advised making dietary changes gradually, based on individual readiness.
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You're right, I should try it, I don't eat red meat anymore, but I eat chicken, white meat, fish and eggs.
 
paranoid android said:
Thats a good diet actually. You could live on the fish alone.

I could never be a vegetarian i like meat to much. Nothing like having a kebab.
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Mdrr I ate a chiken yesterday I admit you're right vegetarian food is boring as hell we're not going to get together and eat artichokes mdr it's boring mdr a barbecue is something else mdr
 
fenec said:
You're right, I should try it, I don't eat red meat anymore, but I eat chicken, white meat, fish and eggs.
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Supposedly mammals meat have the most dark energy because due to how evolved these animals are. We are mammals too. That's why you feel so much difference in your aura when you stop consume it
 
fenec said:
Mdrr I ate a chiken yesterday I admit you're right vegetarian food is boring as hell we're not going to get together and eat artichokes mdr it's boring mdr a barbecue is something else m
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Not all vegetarian food is boring. For example vegetarian Indian food is quite good. Alot of Jamaican food is also vegetarian their national dish pretty much is curry potatoes. Some think it's curry goat but from what my aunt from Jamaica told me its only the richer people there that can afford goat very often.
 
My sexual dysfunction is almost all totally gone! Im so happy 😭 brain wise i feel amazing too! I still can create beatiful life after this. Only if the court will live me alone. My family supposedly agreed to mediation agreement but i still dont trust them. Just this last thing so i can finally start my own adult Independent life far from baby tone me parents that also emasculate and castrate me. 🤢 420 Peace 🩵
 
Im in my friend Adrian house and there might not be as clean and full of tasty dinners all day i dont event have privacy and have to share a room with him but its still a good thing cause i finally can process trauma because my nervous system does not smell abusers around me. Monster parents ---> trauma response fueled with anger and rage ---> fake schizophrenia diagnosis and being poisoned in time when somatic experience or emdr were enough. Lol
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
What's TA? I love the fact that you mention yoga and vegetarianism together. Meat affects the subtle body and we consume animal fears and pains. I feel so much lighter on vege!!
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YogirisingKundalini said:
My sexual dysfunction is almost all totally gone! Im so happy 😭 brain wise i feel amazing too! I still can create beatiful life after this. Only if the court will live me alone. My family supposedly agreed to mediation agreement but i still dont trust them. Just this last thing so i can finally start my own adult Independent life far from baby tone me parents that also emasculate and castrate me. 🤢 420 Peace 🩵
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Hey yogi rising

Go you!!

Happy to hear you are recovering

I notice your username? Do you practice sadhana?

I am into kundalini meditation and yoga

There is much hope
 
shackwiz said:
Hey yogi rising

Go you!!

Happy to hear you are recovering

I notice your username? Do you practice sadhana?

I am into kundalini meditation and yoga

There is much hope
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Amazing to see fellow conciousness expanders. I heard about sadhana but i'm practicing kriya yoga by Yogananda rn. Yeah life still can be extremely beatiful. Those WHO are into kundalini will know thoughts can manifest healing on a cellular level. Deepak Chopra mentioned something about IT and David Hawkins
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
Amazing to see fellow conciousness expanders. I heard about sadhana but i'm practicing kriya yoga by Yogananda rn. Yeah life still can be extremely beatiful. Those WHO are into kundalini will know thoughts can manifest healing on a cellular level. Deepak Chopra mentioned something about IT and David Hawkins
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Yeah hundred percent, placebo effect is proof, Joe dispenza’s work etc

I’m starting a new routine of meditation including Joe dispenza meditations in morning to manifest desired reality, just ordered the book breaking the habit of being yourself, highly recommend Joe dispenzas work to anyone

Sadhana just means spiritual practice I believe, so you are doing it

How do you find yoganandas teachings?

I actually was considering becoming a monk with the SRF for a bit lol

My practice is similar to kriya yoga, it’s really Sri vidya

How has your experience been coming off mediation? What were you on? Did you have psychosis?

Glad to touch base with you

We’re not human beings having a spiritual experience we are spiritual beings having a human experience

Much love
 
shackwiz said:
Yeah hundred percent, placebo effect is proof, Joe dispenza’s work etc

I’m starting a new routine of meditation including Joe dispenza meditations in morning to manifest desired reality, just ordered the book breaking the habit of being yourself, highly recommend Joe dispenzas work to anyone

Sadhana just means spiritual practice I believe, so you are doing it

How do you find yoganandas teachings?

I actually was considering becoming a monk with the SRF for a bit lol

My practice is similar to kriya yoga, it’s really Sri vidya

How has your experience been coming off mediation? What were you on? Did you have psychosis?

Glad to touch base with you

We’re not human beings having a spiritual experience we are spiritual beings having a human experience

Much love
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I dont know how. Spiritualy and rising the kundalini is my Passion so i know a few mystics lol. Just 5 long acting injections. 3 zypadhera + 2 maintena on fake schizophrenia diagnosis. I never needed them it was all reaction to cptsd trauma from abusive narcissistic parents + post concussion syndrome.
 
shackwiz said:
Yeah hundred percent, placebo effect is proof, Joe dispenza’s work etc

I’m starting a new routine of meditation including Joe dispenza meditations in morning to manifest desired reality, just ordered the book breaking the habit of being yourself, highly recommend Joe dispenzas work to anyone

Sadhana just means spiritual practice I believe, so you are doing it

How do you find yoganandas teachings?

I actually was considering becoming a monk with the SRF for a bit lol

My practice is similar to kriya yoga, it’s really Sri vidya

How has your experience been coming off mediation? What were you on? Did you have psychosis?

Glad to touch base with you

We’re not human beings having a spiritual experience we are spiritual beings having a human experience

Much love
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And yeah i also wanna dive into some monasterium for some time in future. The Nirvana states are divine haha. Kingdom of heaven within us
 
I still feel like my soul is missing guys. Can anyone else relate to that feeling of just not being themselves anymore? I'm desperate f9r this feeling to stop but it never really does. I text a bunch of friends today something I've been avoiding. Interactions with them feel hollow. Like I can't connect anymore. Fuck this shit is the absolute devil. I really don't want to live the rest of my life like this.
 
IOSIP said:
I still feel like my soul is missing guys. Can anyone else relate to that feeling of just not being themselves anymore? I'm desperate f9r this feeling to stop but it never really does. I text a bunch of friends today something I've been avoiding. Interactions with them feel hollow. Like I can't connect anymore. Fuck this shit is the absolute devil. I really don't want to live the rest of my life like this.
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Do kundalini yoga
 
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