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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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I'm just warning you guys, dont watch the ross boehm lai videos about invega on youtube, he litterarly gets butt ass naked and then you be questioning yourself like wtf did I just watch. It's also just 10 mins of rambling, idk how youtube allows it, it's basically a mild 70s porno
 
Hopton09 said:
I’m tripping rn lol
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I've only had one trip before but It was from smoking mojo ( k2 , spice ) this ain't no shit, I was running butt ass naked down the highway thinking people were going to kill me with chainsaws, it was the scooby doo pack, never do that shit again
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
I've only had one trip before but It was from smoking mojo ( k2 , spice ) this ain't no shit, I was running butt ass naked down the highway thinking people were going to kill me with chainsaws, it was the scooby doo pack, never do that shit again
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It’s not what it’s made out to be as far as hallucinations and what not. What stands out most to me is the flashing lights. And it just makes you look inside of yourself. It reveals a lot about your inner being. Like it really digs deep into the psyche and that’s what makes some people go crazy because it so faces you with yourself that you see how everything you do in life is just an attempt not to face yourself.
 
Truthvega3456 said:
I have recovered and I don’t believe the hype. I go to the gym consistently and am motivated, sexually I’m there maybe just a little less but not a big deal. Overall reprogramming your brain will help you recover, most of its in your head. I’ve reached the 3rd half life so 88 percent of the drug has been eliminated. I got high of an edible the other day. And I’d say doing thc once in. Blue moon you’ll notice the effects more.I actually think I’m schizophrenic so I’m on a new antipsychotic called seroquel a really low dose and I feel sane. My prolactin is 18.8 ng
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you only had one shot tho
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
I'm just warning you guys, dont watch the ross boehm lai videos about invega on youtube, he litterarly gets butt ass naked and then you be questioning yourself like wtf did I just watch. It's also just 10 mins of rambling, idk how youtube allows it, it's basically a mild 70s porno
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he constantly said he never recovered but in one of his vids he said he felt a bit better at month 6 also he got his emotions back.
 
apsucks said:
he constantly said he never recovered but in one of his vids he said he felt a bit better at month 6 also he got his emotions back.
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He said he never recovered because he cant workout like in pre invega, plus there is other symptoms he has like man boobs, I forgot the proper term for it. Also he says he has a shrunken penis. But if he could workout like pre invega he would say he recovered. Anytime you post a comment on his youtube, he just writes a paragraph how hes become assaulted by invega. I commented on that other guys video who i posted yesterday but no replies.
 
apsucks said:
he constantly said he never recovered but in one of his vids he said he felt a bit better at month 6 also he got his emotions back.
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I also have ross added on facebook and he always post music and articles not related to invega so he must enjoy music still and have interest in things.
 
If anyone is wondering why I still come to the forum is because I have OCD, I cant control my self from from coming to see the posts everyday l, I might get on once day or 3. But I always check it. I do the same for the anhedonia forum on reddit also.
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
If anyone is wondering why I still come to the forum is because I have OCD, I cant control my self from from coming to see the posts everyday l, I might get on once day or 3. But I always check it. I do the same for the anhedonia forum on reddit also.
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I feel ya man
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
If anyone is wondering why I still come to the forum is because I have OCD, I cant control my self from from coming to see the posts everyday l, I might get on once day or 3. But I always check it. I do the same for the anhedonia forum on reddit also.
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Bro your picture……like lmfao 😂
 
Truthvega3456 said:
A certain cloth of men will preserve and say fuck it let’s get going
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Idk bro, I've seen what invega does to grown men in person, there was this guy in the pysch ward with me, came in full gangster out, face tattoos, tattooed head to toe, he talked about doing 4 years in juvie then, 6 years in prison for armed robbery. Dude was acting all hard and shit, getting in fights, cussing people out, breaking shit. Guess what, they gave his ass the injection bro, then a day later I was gone to rehab, 1 week later he shows up to the same one, except this dude was like a totally different person, not even a man. He would talk and sounded and acted like a shy child, my mind was blown. I remeber hearing this dude talk to him in my dorm and the guy trying to act all hard in front of him but the guy just sound like he had no energy or testosterone, like a child asking his abusive mother a chocolate bar. I left the facility and never seen him again. He was even dressed like a kid when I seen him. This shit will take the gangster right out yo ass
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
Idk bro, I've seen what invega does to grown men in person, there was this guy in the pysch ward with me, came in full gangster out, face tattoos, tattooed head to toe, he talked about doing 4 years in juvie then, 6 years in prison for armed robbery. Dude was acting all hard and shit, getting in fights, cussing people out, breaking shit. Guess what, they gave his ass the injection bro, then a day later I was gone to rehab, 1 week later he shows up to the same one, except this dude was like a totally different person, not even a man. He would talk and sounded and acted like a shy child, my mind was blown. I remeber hearing this dude talk to him in my dorm and the guy trying to act all hard in front of him but the guy just sound like he had no energy or testosterone, like a child asking his abusive mother a chocolate bar. I left the facility and never seen him again. He was even dressed like a kid when I seen him. This shit will take the gangster right out yo ass
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Man that’s discouraging to hear
 
I’m really confused about what me being able to trips means to my recovery. It’s a good sign but at the same time I still can’t get high on kratom, opiates don’t feel the same. Other shit as far as getting high goes is still missing. But it’s gotta mean that whatever invega is left in my body is not doing much at all. If it was then I shouldn’t be able to trip at all. Even milder antipsychotics can cancel out a trip. Invega has got to be an almost guarantee to cancel it out completely if it’s active. Which leaves me to even more wondering about there being brain damage. If it’s not actively having an affect then the symptoms I have aren’t from a medication taking action. They’re what’s left after it’s run it’s coarse. It’s hard for me to deal with this shit. I’m a drug addict and the way I’d get relief from stressful stuff was to get high. And I can’t do that. Or atleast it doesn’t give me the comforting feeling I’m really after. The actual high itself without dopamine, without a soothing feeling is not only useless it feels worse than just being sober. I’m trying to be optimistic but my true gut feeling Is that there’s no way I just magically go back to the way I was before the shot. It’s such a dramatic difference, it’s so extreme. It just simply doesn’t feel like something that isn’t permanent. It just absolutely totally feels like permanent damage of which some minor things might heal but the bulk of it is not going to heal. People already talked about on here how it’s impossible to get your prolactin levels to normal once they’re raised. Just god damn man it’s everywhere I look people are just stuck with these symptoms and the people who recover are still stuck with symptoms man. Ive seen a few instances where people have said they’re completely back to normal. Those people seem to recover by 8 months minimum. The ones I see after a year or so always have lingering issues. Usually they still can’t feel substances. And it seems apparent reading their “recovery” stories that shits not okay. It’s more just getting used to it. I try every single day to have hope about this situation and look for reasons to. But it would by lying to myself if I told myself “You’re gunna recover at 100%” and pretending I believed it. I’m looking for some kind of actual evidence based thing that gives me confidence about this.
 
If I’m able to trip, then my serotonin receptors aren’t being antagonized. And they’re fully functional. So how the hell is my dopamine still being blocked? It makes no sense
 
Just why the fuck does a drug exist that blocks neurotransmitters for Christ sake. That literally blocks vital chemicals needed to be a functional human. As if that could ever help anybody and not fuck them up completely.
 
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