was popping something like 2-6 (2mg?) bars a day, maybe a few 5mg? percs, and the rest of the time I was switching between taking a dabs and doing lines of coke.
last 2 weeks probably did maybe 30 bars, 4-5 gs of blow and i don't even want to think about how much weed and wax.
I've gone through oxy withdraw and minor benzo withdrawl. I don't think I've ever taken this much. My short term memory and problem solving skills are terrible, and not to brag but I'm usaully pretty sharp.
anyways.... just looking for advice to get through this. I know last time I was getting off benzos I was having anxiety and panic attacks up the ying yang, plus ass the wonderful things that come along with opiate wtihdraw. Never mixed it all with coke- at least not to this degree. Used to not have a taste for it...now I just like the way it smells... LOL.
I wish I could just sleep it off for the next week but I'm pretty sure that isn't going to be a possibility.... so.. here we are... Oh ya, my dad might be showing signs of dementia/alzheimers, as well as a my grandmother needing 24/hr care. At the point now where I'm afraid to run out of the xan because things tend to get violent at home.. my dad is like 6'4 240lbsa and my mom is like 5'3" 150 lbs. I don't know who to turn to... all my friends are tired of hearing about the same shit that has been happening all my life...I've left before but always returned out of fear for my mother.... idk what to do any advice on both dealing with the w/ds and the social setting. sorry... kinda fucked up on the last bit of my stash.
last 2 weeks probably did maybe 30 bars, 4-5 gs of blow and i don't even want to think about how much weed and wax.
I've gone through oxy withdraw and minor benzo withdrawl. I don't think I've ever taken this much. My short term memory and problem solving skills are terrible, and not to brag but I'm usaully pretty sharp.
anyways.... just looking for advice to get through this. I know last time I was getting off benzos I was having anxiety and panic attacks up the ying yang, plus ass the wonderful things that come along with opiate wtihdraw. Never mixed it all with coke- at least not to this degree. Used to not have a taste for it...now I just like the way it smells... LOL.
I wish I could just sleep it off for the next week but I'm pretty sure that isn't going to be a possibility.... so.. here we are... Oh ya, my dad might be showing signs of dementia/alzheimers, as well as a my grandmother needing 24/hr care. At the point now where I'm afraid to run out of the xan because things tend to get violent at home.. my dad is like 6'4 240lbsa and my mom is like 5'3" 150 lbs. I don't know who to turn to... all my friends are tired of hearing about the same shit that has been happening all my life...I've left before but always returned out of fear for my mother.... idk what to do any advice on both dealing with the w/ds and the social setting. sorry... kinda fucked up on the last bit of my stash.