GenericUser121
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Hey forums, I'm new here so very sorry if I do this wrongly.
I aquired some small crystal MDMA from a trusted friend who said he had tested it, I myself did not. I know that was probably a mistake. I took .3g over the course of a night at home by myself. I took the first .1, an hour later, I took .05, then half an hour later another .05, followed by another .1 around 45 minutes later because I decided I didn't want any around the house and wasn't going to waste money. I have done molly 4 times, first two were at the beginning of this year, the third was two weeks ago, and the fourth was this time. This time I believe I may have lost the magic of gotten some bad stuff. The roll was not bad, but definitely didnt feel nearly as fantastic as the .2 I took two weeks ago. I wanted it to but it just wasn't nearly as nice and I didn't get the overwhelming feelings toward music as much as in the past.
Now this was last Thursday, and here I am monday, I am extremely irritable and get really pissed off at little things. I get mad easily since the roll and simple things like typing in credentials wrong multiple times and having to retype them has me on the verge of throwing something. I am usually really easy going. Just someone calling me while I'm working on something on my phone gets on my nerves. I have had on and off headaches and almost no appetite since the roll. I have been trying to eat heathy and have taken 100mg of 5HTP everyday starting the day after my roll. I am an everyday pot smoker and have smoked everyday since rolling, not sure if that relevant but i figured I'd include everything. But my appetite is small still. It is 4 o'clock and I have just had a smoothie and a protein jerky stick today. I have absolutely no desire or intentions to roll anytime soon so I don't think I am strung out on something. I have ADHD so I have been taking my meds for that but didn't the day of the roll as I didn't want to risk the increase in neurotoxicity. I looked it up and my script does not have any negative effects when mixed with 5htp. Also, after the roll I was only able to sleep four hours (I had stuff to do) And the next night I only got around that amount of sleep as well, last night I slept for close to 11 hours though.
Is this something I should be getting checked out? Will this go away? How long would people who have been through this day it would last? I want to make sure I haven't hurt myself.
I aquired some small crystal MDMA from a trusted friend who said he had tested it, I myself did not. I know that was probably a mistake. I took .3g over the course of a night at home by myself. I took the first .1, an hour later, I took .05, then half an hour later another .05, followed by another .1 around 45 minutes later because I decided I didn't want any around the house and wasn't going to waste money. I have done molly 4 times, first two were at the beginning of this year, the third was two weeks ago, and the fourth was this time. This time I believe I may have lost the magic of gotten some bad stuff. The roll was not bad, but definitely didnt feel nearly as fantastic as the .2 I took two weeks ago. I wanted it to but it just wasn't nearly as nice and I didn't get the overwhelming feelings toward music as much as in the past.
Now this was last Thursday, and here I am monday, I am extremely irritable and get really pissed off at little things. I get mad easily since the roll and simple things like typing in credentials wrong multiple times and having to retype them has me on the verge of throwing something. I am usually really easy going. Just someone calling me while I'm working on something on my phone gets on my nerves. I have had on and off headaches and almost no appetite since the roll. I have been trying to eat heathy and have taken 100mg of 5HTP everyday starting the day after my roll. I am an everyday pot smoker and have smoked everyday since rolling, not sure if that relevant but i figured I'd include everything. But my appetite is small still. It is 4 o'clock and I have just had a smoothie and a protein jerky stick today. I have absolutely no desire or intentions to roll anytime soon so I don't think I am strung out on something. I have ADHD so I have been taking my meds for that but didn't the day of the roll as I didn't want to risk the increase in neurotoxicity. I looked it up and my script does not have any negative effects when mixed with 5htp. Also, after the roll I was only able to sleep four hours (I had stuff to do) And the next night I only got around that amount of sleep as well, last night I slept for close to 11 hours though.
Is this something I should be getting checked out? Will this go away? How long would people who have been through this day it would last? I want to make sure I haven't hurt myself.
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