Nimrod4154
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 25, 2005
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- 262
Being addicted to drugs for 6 years sucks. From smoking pot occasionally to habitual ecstacy and cocaine use in 8th grade followed by an oxycontin addiction early in highschool, followed by a mixture of shooting heroin addiction and crack cocaine senior year. Its my first year in college. Its fucking hard trying to appear normal or happy at all. Everyone here is southern and happy and different. I have spent the last 3 or 4 weeks going on eight to twelve hour crack binges sometimes leading up to noon the next morning as well as a constant roxycodone habit. I live on the top floor in my dorm. Ill lock myself in the bathroom with the shower on and just smoke crack and stay away. Spent 3 months of senior year in rehab, so its not like I dont know what Ive gotten myself into or what resources are availible, im just a fuckup.
I hate living on the 7th floor. Sometimes I feel like the only true relief is jumping out that window.
I hate living on the 7th floor. Sometimes I feel like the only true relief is jumping out that window.