jayne1047@
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I’ve been addicted to codeine at high doses for 5 years. I know people say it’s weak so the withdrawal isn’t that bad but I prefer it to everything else I’ve tried including cannabis and high doses of pregabalin so I think I’m one of those people who converts a higher amount of it into morphine. So maybe my withdrawals are worse than others, I don’t know. But I can’t cope with it for even a day. I last had my usual amount (about 480mg) on Tuesday. So today I’m in withdrawal, horrible cold sweats, restless legs, on the verge of a panic attack, upset stomach etc. i just took my usual amount like two and a half hours ago and for the first time ever, the withdrawal hasn’t stopped. I’m so confused and disappointed. All I can access is another 480mg. My question is that would do more to help, a few hours after the initial 480mg, or no because I should’ve taken it all at the same time? I don’t know much about “stacking” doses of codeine.
Call me weak or whatever you want for not being able to handle the withdrawal, but I will literally throw myself in front of a train instead of spending all night feeling like this unable to sleep. I don’t have access to anything else right now.
I’ve been addicted to codeine at high doses for 5 years. I know people say it’s weak so the withdrawal isn’t that bad but I prefer it to everything else I’ve tried including cannabis and high doses of pregabalin so I think I’m one of those people who converts a higher amount of it into morphine. So maybe my withdrawals are worse than others, I don’t know. But I can’t cope with it for even a day. I last had my usual amount (about 480mg) on Tuesday. So today I’m in withdrawal, horrible cold sweats, restless legs, on the verge of a panic attack, upset stomach etc. i just took my usual amount like two and a half hours ago and for the first time ever, the withdrawal hasn’t stopped. I’m so confused and disappointed. All I can access is another 480mg. My question is that would do more to help, a few hours after the initial 480mg, or no because I should’ve taken it all at the same time? I don’t know much about “stacking” doses of codeine.
Call me weak or whatever you want for not being able to handle the withdrawal, but I will literally throw myself in front of a train instead of spending all night feeling like this unable to sleep. I don’t have access to anything else right now.