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Hi all,
Been essentially swapping one drug for another since about 16 yo. 20 years later and I'm at the point of needing to quit for a while. I tend to do each drug until the fun runs out or the drug stops enhancing experiences and begins to ruin them. I could give you a 20 year history of various drugs and tales of arrest, pissing the bed while sharing it, shitting myself in the bath, losing my job and still tell you I want to do some in moderation! Having been taking codeine, swapping it for tramadol for probably three years now, I am now at the point of realising things that brought me joy before do nothing for me. This is why I'm going to stop. It's easy to stop other drugs that have caused me obvious problems: anxiety etc due to stimulants, or drugs that I no longer enjoy and these drugs I would and could never see myself doing at work. I couldn't. However, I have been functioning very well with a mild opiate addiction, but its gonna go.
I know I need to deal with my actual addictive personality, but what I want to do now is show you my plan and get some advice on dosages, times of day etc. I mainly am writing this to make it real.
I teach three days a week, Tues to Thurs, and have ten days off starting 21st October. This is when I plan to jump. I have jumped before 5 or so years ago off a much higher dose and it took a long weekend to get through the horrible bit and my emotions came back maybe a week after jumping. I know this is a very mild dose but I need to try and work without sweating horribly all over the place in front of my students.
I am switching tramadol for codeine because of availability.
Current dose: approx 200mg tramadol a day.
Tuesday 27th Sept: switch to codeine 16x8mg=128mg
Friday 30th Sept: 10x8mg=80mg
Friday 7 Oct: 7x8mg=56mg
Friday 14th Oct: 5x8mg=40mg
Friday 21st Oct: Jump
Any advice on the above would be helpful. I usually dose at night, but as I want to get through work, maybe morning would be better or split in half? I am open to changing these dosages. The days are chosen as I will have four days off work to settle into the new dose.
I have a prescription for pregabalin (lyrica) one month of 300mg per day, which I may use more of at first and taper that down. I often take 600mg or none, depending on the severity of anxiety. This is prescribed for anxiety btw. This is my weak point. I have insomnia normally (except after working), anxiety pretty much constantly and RLS being the main problem that nearly broke me last time I quit. This time sweating while at work teaching is a worry.
I am doing this in secret.
I also have a bunch of kava powder and some dxm powder (never done before). Maybe a very small amount of this with the lyrica and loperamide will cushion the slide down? Any recommended dosages here would be helpful.
That's it for now I guess.
Thanks.
Been essentially swapping one drug for another since about 16 yo. 20 years later and I'm at the point of needing to quit for a while. I tend to do each drug until the fun runs out or the drug stops enhancing experiences and begins to ruin them. I could give you a 20 year history of various drugs and tales of arrest, pissing the bed while sharing it, shitting myself in the bath, losing my job and still tell you I want to do some in moderation! Having been taking codeine, swapping it for tramadol for probably three years now, I am now at the point of realising things that brought me joy before do nothing for me. This is why I'm going to stop. It's easy to stop other drugs that have caused me obvious problems: anxiety etc due to stimulants, or drugs that I no longer enjoy and these drugs I would and could never see myself doing at work. I couldn't. However, I have been functioning very well with a mild opiate addiction, but its gonna go.
I know I need to deal with my actual addictive personality, but what I want to do now is show you my plan and get some advice on dosages, times of day etc. I mainly am writing this to make it real.
I teach three days a week, Tues to Thurs, and have ten days off starting 21st October. This is when I plan to jump. I have jumped before 5 or so years ago off a much higher dose and it took a long weekend to get through the horrible bit and my emotions came back maybe a week after jumping. I know this is a very mild dose but I need to try and work without sweating horribly all over the place in front of my students.
I am switching tramadol for codeine because of availability.
Current dose: approx 200mg tramadol a day.
Tuesday 27th Sept: switch to codeine 16x8mg=128mg
Friday 30th Sept: 10x8mg=80mg
Friday 7 Oct: 7x8mg=56mg
Friday 14th Oct: 5x8mg=40mg
Friday 21st Oct: Jump
Any advice on the above would be helpful. I usually dose at night, but as I want to get through work, maybe morning would be better or split in half? I am open to changing these dosages. The days are chosen as I will have four days off work to settle into the new dose.
I have a prescription for pregabalin (lyrica) one month of 300mg per day, which I may use more of at first and taper that down. I often take 600mg or none, depending on the severity of anxiety. This is prescribed for anxiety btw. This is my weak point. I have insomnia normally (except after working), anxiety pretty much constantly and RLS being the main problem that nearly broke me last time I quit. This time sweating while at work teaching is a worry.
I am doing this in secret.
I also have a bunch of kava powder and some dxm powder (never done before). Maybe a very small amount of this with the lyrica and loperamide will cushion the slide down? Any recommended dosages here would be helpful.
That's it for now I guess.
Thanks.