@mimi89 you've made a great point. You mention how easy it is to do this when you have people guiding you and providing you with a plan. As addicts, we are basically incapable of controlling our intake. We can waste time talking about the "possible" as addicts often do (myself included) or we can talk about the "reality".
You could wake up tomorrow with a newfound willpower that allows you to decrease your dose on your own. That is just not how it works for us. We need some kind of infrastructure. We need to give the control to someone else. There is actually an incredible freedom mentally that comes with knowing this is what you're getting, you can't change it, you might as well start thinking about others things.
You do not need that much DHC. Your body and mind are hungry for it. You're conditioned to feel that a good dose of DHC will provide you the relief that you want. You have passed an event horizon, one that I know well (I was once injecting 3g Heroin per day, so, at least a dozen times more than you're using) where you are getting diminishing returns from the drug. These diminishing returns are telling you to solve the problem by taking more and each successive dose increase is making the drug less effective.
The only way you're going to get out of this is by getting someone to help you. I understand you don't want to go through treatment. I understand that. Your next best bet is your significant other or a family member. You're going to need to set aside a week or so for being sick while you get through the worst of it. You'll use that time to get through the most serious symptoms. There are plenty of medications that can help you get through this process more easily.
Clonidine (Catapres) - Lowers blood pressure, creating a pyschosomatic loop that helps make a person feel they are less anxious. Likewise, higher doses are used as fairly potent sedatives. You generally will use smaller doses during the day, followed by larger doses to initiate sleep.
Gabapentin (Neurontin) - This medication is key. If you can get it, get it. It will help you and I navigate this much more easily. If you're able to get it and/or Pregabalin (Lyrica) do it and let me know so I can break down the usage for you.
Cannabis - Sleep, Nausea, Anxiety, Depression. It's just great medicine in general. Even if you are not a huge fan of Cannabis, it's physical effects and its hypnotic effects are amazingly helpful when you're sick. They can help if you're feeling nauseous, it can spur your appetite.
Benzodiazepines/Z-Drugs - These are self-explanatory. They are powerful sedatives that ease anxiety/tension, help with sleep etc. They have a built-in amnesic effect that will also help you forget some of the worse parts of this process. These are only to be used for a week or at most two weeks. We absolutely don't want you to get comfortable with different drugs.
This is my method. You get everything you possibly can to help you get through. You hunker down and devote yourself to the process. After this 7 day cleanse, it will be much easier for you. You will continue to trust someone else with your Opioids until you're completely through. This could take 3 months.
I always tell people, do not rush this process. People spend decades doing dope then get the bright idea on January 1st that they're going to quit Opioids altogether. They have great intentions. They want the same freedom you want. They try to do it all at once and they inevitably fail. You tell someone the process could take 3 months and they often say "that's too long".
It's not. We live for up to 100 years. If you have to slowly, methodically reduce your dosage over the course of three months...? For a lifetime of freedom watching your kid grow up, being a great mom.... it's a fucking trifle.
If you want to do this, I will help you the whole way. You won't be the first and you won't be the last. I had people help me get better and that's what we do for each other here. You can get to me through this thread or send me a message. Good luck.