Opiates are escapist, ineffectual, loser drugs that will drain your soul and make you long for death while constipating your gastrointestinal tract to the point that soon you will be trying to effectively shit bricks. If you are set on becoming a junky, do us all a favor and commit yourself to some sort of prison or mental instution for life so we don't havd to watch your antisocial junkie behavior blossom. I would have said just go ahead and kill yourself (since that's what your doing anyway over a MEDIOCRE high), but then you would go to Hell for damn near eternity and I don't wish that on anyone, even incorrigible death wished having junkies. At least crackheads and speed freaks WANT to live!!!
Are you seriously trying to invoke the itchy wratch of us Opioid users? Your Bluelight experience can be defined by camraderie with your fellow man and knowledge or by a never ending torrent of crimson gore (in a literary sense). How dare you accuse us of not wanting to live. If anything, I believe it is our (sometimes) hedonistic quest for everything life has to offer that leads us down this road.
I've never thought of you as being unintelligent or totally misinformed man, so I'm really hoping that you're just drunk or not thinking clearly, because in my opinion, users of Crack Cocaine don't do anything other than use Crack Cocaine or fantasize about using Crack Cocaine. The difference is, once I'm satisfied, my life is normal. I do normal things, have a career that I truly love and maintain positive relationships with my friends and family. I really just don't know ,many habitual users of crack who can boast the same about their life situation.
...and there's more. You further suggest that suicide is a reasonable and viable solution to the remediable situation of Opioid dependence. Are you implying that we will go to hell because of what we've done to acquire our drugs or are you one of those strange, pseudo-catholics who actively believe and preach on 2-3 of the rites of your faith while actively ignoring the rest. If you are Catholic, this Jew will take the time to educate you upon your own faith. Hell is eternal, not "damn-near eternal" as you have suggested. If you are a Sunni Muslim, then I apologize for jumping to conclusions, because you can spend "damn-near eternity" in Hell.
You should be ashamed for some of the things you've said here. We are all here to help and encourage each other. In the future, we're not going to allow you to actively encourage suicide or to otherwise bully any of our members, auditors or our global community with this negativity.