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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

Cocaine Cocaine really digging it’s hooks in me

OpiateKiller

OpiateKiller

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Cocaine was always a drug I could take it or leave it, never felt the need to reup once it was done..

But I’m finding my IV cocaine use is becoming seriously overwhelming.

Friday I even did a fat blast at 6 am right before work and needless to say it was not good. Not good at all.

Cocaine is a bitch man I’d rather be shooting dope..
 
OpiateKiller said:
Cocaine was always a drug I could take it or leave it, never felt the need to reup once it was done..

But I’m finding my IV cocaine use is becoming seriously overwhelming.

Friday I even did a fat blast at 6 am right before work and needless to say it was not good. Not good at all.

Cocaine is a bitch man I’d rather be shooting dope..
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Dude I swear don't stsrt using thst shit, i swear even smoking crack is healthier. Thst shit almost drove Me nuts. I had too much of it. Too cheap where I'm from.
 
Dude Cocaine is a motherfucker and slammin that shit is so hard to manage without looking like a fucking MANIAC in the worst way. The comedown is so fucking shitty and you WILL end up shooting dope. No judgement just my path. Cocaine is so good then so bad for so much longer. I hope you get a handle on it not that I have any idea what the fuck is going on. I just know that when I start slamming that shit all bets are off. I fucking get it. But I’ve had so many shitty experiences with IV Cocaine that I wish it upon no one. I hope you get a handle on your pain as well. I know that thats why I get Fucked up, also cause it feels great lol. Anyway best of luck
 
nznity said:
Dude I swear don't stsrt using thst shit, i swear even smoking crack is healthier. Thst shit almost drove Me nuts. I had too much of it. Too cheap where I'm from.
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Totally agree,for me shooting coke was the worst I use to get super paranoid after the first shot and things only got worse as time went on ,and it went on forever from 16 to 44 years old and even though there’s no physical withdrawals the mental B/S was terrible ,it always ends the same way with me swearing it off for good only to buy a couple more bottles the next day, for me coke was the devil on the planet…
 
OpiateKiller said:
Yeah man I ripped through an 8 ball of some straight Colombian this weekend and usually drugs don’t get me down but honestly suicide sounds pretty good right now my dopamine is 0
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It won't get any better than this either - you're likely to feel worse after each binge

Hey - at least you're aware that you're on the edge of another grim and destructive addiction, those hooks to which you refer are only travelling in one direction

There's an opportunity right now to step in and head it off at the pass...some opportunities to step back before you completely fall down the rabbit hole - the opportunity will get less and less with each iv sesh and you might just have a matter of days/weeks before that happens so you know whatcha gotta do friend (please desist mate <3
 
OpiateKiller said:
Cocaine was always a drug I could take it or leave it, never felt the need to reup once it was done..

But I’m finding my IV cocaine use is becoming seriously overwhelming.

Friday I even did a fat blast at 6 am right before work and needless to say it was not good. Not good at all.

Cocaine is a bitch man I’d rather be shooting dope..
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You've got a whole family here to help you fix this shit. At my worst, I would've pushed my grandma off a cliff for a single gram of Heroin. I imagine that's how you feel when you run out of Coke to shoot. Hit me up and I'll give you my cell number, I've got a few other folks here from BL who kind of mix in with my 12-step folks and we love and support each other.

With IV Coke, doing a blast big enough to kill you is often better off than the decades of debauchery required to stay high.
 
OpiateKiller said:
Ran outta coke but got a gram of #4 heroin and 60 pressed adderall…

Let’s see how long till the wheels fall off on this one boys and gals 🤡
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So essentially (unless you test the shit yourself and it comes out as what was advertised) you got fentanyl and meth.

As far as I am aware, the mexican cartels have switched over to methamphetamine and fentanyl. Thanks to the pressure of Uncle Sam, the narcos precursor supply for Acetic Anhidride was cut off. Its all fentanyl and other RC opioids like nitazene (these actually had legs and didn't pop positive for fentanyl on tests. People thought they had legit 30's when they weren't popping hot for fent, but they in actuality had Nitazenes. The only true way to be safe these days is to use GCMS full spectrum lab tests. Otherwise you can get a fent strip test but unless it covers the specific analog thats in the mix, it could have who knows what in it,.

Then you have that tranq dope thats going around the country. It makes people fall out off one rip. Its Fentanyl mixed with horse tranquilizer, Xylazine.
 
thestranger said:
So essentially (unless you test the shit yourself and it comes out as what was advertised) you got fentanyl and meth.

As far as I am aware, the mexican cartels have switched over to methamphetamine and fentanyl. Thanks to the pressure of Uncle Sam, the narcos precursor supply for Acetic Anhidride was cut off. Its all fentanyl and other RC opioids like nitazene (these actually had legs and didn't pop positive for fentanyl on tests. People thought they had legit 30's when they weren't popping hot for fent, but they in actuality had Nitazenes. The only true way to be safe these days is to use GCMS full spectrum lab tests. Otherwise you can get a fent strip test but unless it covers the specific analog thats in the mix, it could have who knows what in it,.

Then you have that tranq dope thats going around the country. It makes people fall out off one rip. Its Fentanyl mixed with horse tranquilizer, Xylazine.
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The days when "doing Dope was cool" are long gone tbh. The high from these fent/analogues is underwhelming and dangerous as fk. So not worth it imo.
 
nznity said:
The days when "doing Dope was cool" are long gone tbh. The high from these fent/analogues is underwhelming and dangerous as fk. So not worth it imo.
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Yea, I'll admit, there was a time in my life in which my use of Opiates, specifically, was a big part of my identity. I'm not sure if I would call it "cool" exactly, but there was a certain amount of pride that comes with existing on the outside of normalcy if only for the reason that that's the only thing you really can take pride in.

I've used all drugs in the course of my life, but Opiates always had a very ritualistic, mythical sort of quality in my mind. It was ancient medicine. It had the power to literally stop pain. There are lots of other drugs, that do lots of different things. I would say my subjective opinion is that these substances kill pain in a more secondary way to how Opiates do. That is just how I've always felt. So, there has always been this sort of delight in knowing this carnal knowledge.

Now my town is so littered with homeless junkies, there really can't be anything cool about it. I read an article about the Heroin situation in urban Switzerland from a couple of decades ago. It was similar to my town now, so many addicts that they're permitted to inject and live in parks openly so long as they don't interfere with civilian life.

It's really not cool.
 
Keif' Richards said:
Yea, I'll admit, there was a time in my life in which my use of Opiates, specifically, was a big part of my identity. I'm not sure if I would call it "cool" exactly, but there was a certain amount of pride that comes with existing on the outside of normalcy if only for the reason that that's the only thing you really can take pride in.

I've used all drugs in the course of my life, but Opiates always had a very ritualistic, mythical sort of quality in my mind. It was ancient medicine. It had the power to literally stop pain. There are lots of other drugs, that do lots of different things. I would say my subjective opinion is that these substances kill pain in a more secondary way to how Opiates do. That is just how I've always felt. So, there has always been this sort of delight in knowing this carnal knowledge.

Now my town is so littered with homeless junkies, there really can't be anything cool about it. I read an article about the Heroin situation in urban Switzerland from a couple of decades ago. It was similar to my town now, so many addicts that they're permitted to inject and live in parks openly so long as they don't interfere with civilian life.

It's really not cool.
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I didn't mean cool as in 👍, I meant in the sense that at least if you chose to do dope b4 the high was unbelievable, it had legs, massiveeee euphoria, just pure utter bliss in that bubble where all your problems where nonexistent. Now Itts like an instant knock out/od shot, no euphoria, you wake up sick and have to redose again. Rinse and repeat....what's the point of doing that? Horrible stuff.
 
nznity said:
Dude I swear don't stsrt using thst shit, i swear even smoking crack is healthier. Thst shit almost drove Me nuts. I had too much of it. Too cheap where I'm from.
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Damn if I was living in Lima I'd be on Coke 24/7. The only thing that always regulates my coke use is the absurd price here in the west.
 
Hexenstahl said:
Damn if I was living in Lima I'd be on Coke 24/7.
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U have no idea how many lunatics I've met throughout my life, all of em suffering a lot aswell.
I used to smoke a ton of crack back in the day, I don't miss coke to be honest.
It's a blessing and a curse having cocaine this strong, clean and affordable.
2 years clean 👌
 
nznity said:
U have no idea how many lunatics I've met throughout my life, all of em suffering a lot aswell.
I used to smoke a ton of crack back in the day, I don't miss coke to be honest.
It's a blessing and a curse having cocaine this strong, clean and affordable.
2 years clean 👌
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a legendary achievement given where you live for sure, awesome (and I'll admit it's not the way I saw your journey going some time ago)

don't ever get complacent though man, even though you don't miss it one little slip could cost you dearly
 
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