Cocaine and sex addiction

[ibinge]

How many of you have a cocaine addiction? and if so how many also have a sex/porn addiction too?

I keep relapsing because i get horny naturally but it is also my trigger so is very difficult to overcome. I have been on a 5 day binge feel completely worn out but cant resist a line and the horny feeling that comes after.

 

[mtu mwendawazimu]

Yep i hear you.

I think my sex drive is strong. Drugs are strong too.

They both feel good.

It's just missing eating a cheese burger with your free hand.

I think the key is remembering how good sober sex is as well. For me sober sex or sex on weed is great because i feel more into it. It's more emotional and real and that makes it hot.

What about you? Do you feel like restoring your dopamine and libido?

 

[yubacity]

I have had a massive problem with first crank and then coke and sex for nearly 30 years. I can never say no to a line and cheat on the women i love so many times i cant remember . The only time i did not was the 13 years I was on the brown the most blissful time ever low sex drive never cheated . Once i kicked the brown the monster came back even thinking of going to GP and get something to calm. sex drive. That feeling of doing coke with a stanger and just fucking love coke sex but never done it with wife respect her to much

 

[WitchDr]

I have had a massive problem with first crank and then coke and sex for nearly 30 years. I can never say no to a line and cheat on the women i love so many times i cant remember . The only time i did not was the 13 years I was on the brown the most blissful time ever low sex drive never cheated . Once i kicked the brown the monster came back even thinking of going to GP and get something to calm. sex drive. That feeling of doing coke with a stanger and just fucking love coke sex but never done it with wife respect her to much

You respect your wife bc you won't do coke sex with her but you sleep with other women??
Hell she probably wouldn't mind a little coke sex compared to being cheated on.. js

 

[WitchDr]

You respect your wife bc you won't do coke sex with her but you sleep with other women??
Hell she probably wouldn't mind a little coke sex compared to being cheated on.. js

Sorry it's none of my business but I've been there and nothing has ever made me feel worse than cheating. The drugs are awful an can't expect anyone to put up with that but cheating is just so hurtful

 

[yubacity]

You respect your wife bc you won't do coke sex with her but you sleep with other women??
Hell she probably wouldn't mind a little coke sex compared to being cheated on.. js

Its weird she ok in the sex department but the coke sex i have she would tell me to fuck off and my immigrant mentality would not respect her if she did what i do. I know how ity sounds but it just the way i think. Sex with a stranger is like an assisted wank i don't love her and at most i will have her in my wank bank. My wife the women I love for nearly 30 years now .

 

[yubacity]

Sorry it's none of my business but I've been there and nothing has ever made me feel worse than cheating. The drugs are awful an can't expect anyone to put up with that but cheating is just so hurtful

I be honest i have no guilt i did when i hooked up with normal women but now its with escorts i dont treat them like shit share my coke and drink and in morning part ways . But lately i dont like what im doing maybe it is guilt but once i got a few packets i cant help it

 

[WitchDr]

I be honest i have no guilt i did when i hooked up with normal women but now its with escorts i dont treat them like shit share my coke and drink and in morning part ways . But lately i dont like what im doing maybe it is guilt but once i got a few packets i cant help it

I'm just saying not being honest an transparent can make you feel worse an you could probably go to your wife one day an say you have a drug problem an she'll probably try to help you hell she might be happy your trying to get better bc she probably has suspicion. But to tell her you cheated a lot will probably be extremely hurtful to her an that might be too much for her to deal with.

 

[yubacity]

I'm just saying not being honest an transparent can make you feel worse an you could probably go to your wife one day an say you have a drug problem an she'll probably try to help you hell she might be happy your trying to get better bc she probably has suspicion. But to tell her you cheated a lot will probably be extremely hurtful to her an that might be too much for her to deal with.

Brother me and my wife been together since 15 we now 44 only since last year has she known me not addicted , I have cheated with her friends twice been caught loads of times . Through all that, she has supported me moved to the UK to help me get away from crank only to see me swap for coke then heroin. She an angel beautiful woman from a good home and her family accepted me a Punjabi when my old man kicked me out for wanting to marry a white woman. She won't accept me cheating again thats why I started sleeping with escorts. I have everything a man could want a stunner of a wife who loyal and given me 4 kids no money worries but this something i can't control i lasted two months im a cunt really.But i love her so much if she left me i could not handle it but i put that on the line for what a night of great sex but the sex with my wife better its a sex with love fuck it im saying to much just flew in from states and grabbed loads of pregabs making me say shit sorry

 

[Deru]

@yubacity

What you’re describing sounds pretty consistent with sex addiction. Maybe something worth looking into, if you haven’t anyways. No judgement here by the way, homo sapiens didn’t evolve to be monogamous to begin with, your posts and frustrations just reminded me of people I know who battle sex addictions.

 

[yubacity]

Thanks for your words brother. I know i got a sex addiction heroin controlled it so well in 13 years of using i never cheated it just took my sex drive . I know i got to get help because the sex Addiction will lead me to lose my wife so sick of having to deal with another addiction all the time but this urge to have sex with a new women. This in a way another drug that was there before hard drugs started heroin controlled it but with that gone this fucking thing pops up .

 

[Jabberwocky]

I be honest i have no guilt i did when i hooked up with normal women but now its with escorts i dont treat them like shit share my coke and drink and in morning part ways . But lately i dont like what im doing maybe it is guilt but once i got a few packets i cant help it

Man who doesn't have self-discipline doesn't deserve freedom.