Vastness
Bluelight Crew
I took a little cocaine yesterday and drank some beers, then today in an effort to counteract the unpleasant post-stimulant anxious wired weirdness (after waiting what I considered to be a reasonable time since my last drink) I have taken 6mg clonazepam over the course of the day - first 2mg dose at 11:15 ish, last does at 19:00, it is 22:38 now and maybe I do feel a little more relaxed but by all accounts I thought this was supposed to be a pretty large dose for a benzo-naive person, as I would say I am. Am I likely to have dud pills? They are round white MSJ tablets with a four-score cross on the back.
I don't know if it is because I am pretty tired anyway and have just been sitting down most of the day, and to be honest, I could probably sleep reasonably easily now, but I was expecting a bit more from this as I do not feel that different. I just took 20 mg diazepam in an effort to feel something more interesting but so far I am not getting much from this either.
Perhaps I am expecting too much from benzos, I have read on many sources that these drugs are not exactly recreational and I really only acquired them as emergency abortants for bad trips, for which I mainly used Xanax, (anecdotally this seems to be the memory loss benzo which induces erratic behaviour, thankfully is it very short lasting). That is all gone now though so I'm working my way though my other stash. I was expecting more from Klonopin especially as I have heard people claim it to be one of the most anxiolytic benzos, which is a property that I like, being a fairly anxious person in general.
Anyway so what is going on here, are the pills likely to be duds? The Valium is from the same source and that does seem to be active from past experience. Or could I just have a super naturally high tolerance to clonazepam, specifically?
I don't know if it is because I am pretty tired anyway and have just been sitting down most of the day, and to be honest, I could probably sleep reasonably easily now, but I was expecting a bit more from this as I do not feel that different. I just took 20 mg diazepam in an effort to feel something more interesting but so far I am not getting much from this either.
Perhaps I am expecting too much from benzos, I have read on many sources that these drugs are not exactly recreational and I really only acquired them as emergency abortants for bad trips, for which I mainly used Xanax, (anecdotally this seems to be the memory loss benzo which induces erratic behaviour, thankfully is it very short lasting). That is all gone now though so I'm working my way though my other stash. I was expecting more from Klonopin especially as I have heard people claim it to be one of the most anxiolytic benzos, which is a property that I like, being a fairly anxious person in general.
Anyway so what is going on here, are the pills likely to be duds? The Valium is from the same source and that does seem to be active from past experience. Or could I just have a super naturally high tolerance to clonazepam, specifically?