Once again I ask myself, why do I question?
I am stuck in this algorithmic process of self decontstruction,
tearing down my own ego without chemical aid.
Alone now, with my only friend in the sky.
The moon, how she lights up the night,
for me.
She comforts me when my thoughts spiral deep,
deep enough to anger me, deep enough to grieve.
I sit here tearing my mind apart,
asking questions that have no answers,
looking for help from where it cannot come,
crying out my thoughts where no one can listen.
My emotions demand release from their deep fleshy prison.
I desire contentment, but its not what ive chosen.
There was a moment, im sure your unaware.
I felt the absence of time as my fingers moved through your hair.
All I could see was your face, my stunned mind bare.
And the only thing I could do was stare, stand and stare.
I had no words, none could be placed,
for this brief moment in endless space.
A moment of sheer stupor encased.
A moment with this majestic face.
Do I seem nervous?
I leave my universe and travel this long road.
I enter your universe and travel alone.
I ask myself why, I always come back.
Im so different, I make no sense, beat myself up
and I always come back.
These fruitless words youll never know
and these fathomless thoughts will never show
All I want is to know you
I want to touch you, to open your mind,
to climb inside your head and embrace whats inside.
Psychoelectric, mind color display,
wonder, inspire, and I just want to play.
So I inquire again of the moon,
the only thing that seems to stay the same,
In this madness carnival shideshow display.
I wish that I could see you soon.
Would you relieve me of my burden?
Would you be my dope?
Clear my pixelated spectrum haze
Would you be my hope?
[ 20 October 2002: Message edited by: THE WOOD ]
I am stuck in this algorithmic process of self decontstruction,
tearing down my own ego without chemical aid.
Alone now, with my only friend in the sky.
The moon, how she lights up the night,
for me.
She comforts me when my thoughts spiral deep,
deep enough to anger me, deep enough to grieve.
I sit here tearing my mind apart,
asking questions that have no answers,
looking for help from where it cannot come,
crying out my thoughts where no one can listen.
My emotions demand release from their deep fleshy prison.
I desire contentment, but its not what ive chosen.
There was a moment, im sure your unaware.
I felt the absence of time as my fingers moved through your hair.
All I could see was your face, my stunned mind bare.
And the only thing I could do was stare, stand and stare.
I had no words, none could be placed,
for this brief moment in endless space.
A moment of sheer stupor encased.
A moment with this majestic face.
Do I seem nervous?
I leave my universe and travel this long road.
I enter your universe and travel alone.
I ask myself why, I always come back.
Im so different, I make no sense, beat myself up
and I always come back.
These fruitless words youll never know
and these fathomless thoughts will never show
All I want is to know you
I want to touch you, to open your mind,
to climb inside your head and embrace whats inside.
Psychoelectric, mind color display,
wonder, inspire, and I just want to play.
So I inquire again of the moon,
the only thing that seems to stay the same,
In this madness carnival shideshow display.
I wish that I could see you soon.
Would you relieve me of my burden?
Would you be my dope?
Clear my pixelated spectrum haze
Would you be my hope?
[ 20 October 2002: Message edited by: THE WOOD ]
