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Zephyn
Bluelighter
Kindling effect ration? 2 days? I have never heard of any drug causing any issues with even around the clock use from just 2 days. What about 2 days, every 3 days, for drugs with a short half-life anyway?Zephyn
Bluelighter
Yeah I am thinking there might be some possibility of establishing the brain of someone of "chronic opiate use" or alcohol or benzos etc or whatever, without actually getting acutely dependent though..
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Zephyn
Bluelighter
From what I've experienced with even intermittent use over a long time span. I wouldn't dare take any addictive drugs every other day.plumbus-nine
Bluelighter
It's not that I need overly high doses of thingies to work, but I am just so fucking lethargic and somewhat out of it all the time. High dose pregabalin which apparently inhibits glutamate reuptake resolves all but as known this stuff has an ungodly tolerance curve so guess it's no option. When used as directly it's the opposite, anxiolytic but somewhat dulling.
As the dissos increase glutamate levels, I suspect a permanently altered glutamate reuptake or somewhat alike. Anything known to reverse this? It sucks and is disabling.sekio
Bluelight Crew
given you have no actual hard evidence "permanent downregulation" is occuring, why not treat the problem from first principles instead? i.e. don't worry about the "low level" "hardware", focus on the lethargy from a more holistic perspective. this is kind of like worrying about the levels of certain neurotransmitters. You can't measure them easily, so why focus on that?
as someone who has recklessly abused psychedelics and dissociatives, I can say with confidence I don't feel like my nervous system is broken in any way. (and I was doing 100mg+ PCP doses multiple times a day sometimes)plumbus-nine
Bluelighter
Like, I am tolerant to morphine from long term use. I built down the last time but a) once a higher amount, tolerance AND w/d would be back in an instant, b) I probably lied to myself somewhat, etc.. c) additional misery from venlafaxine w/d which is nastily coupled with opioid receptors, same set of withdrawal - just subjectively / acutely worse! (
At least I would tolerate 60mg morphine to get w/d (mostly) away and 120mg to have an OK day. No euphoria to speak of. Now acquired kratom, known as a weak or partial agonist - maybe 6g red vein just blew me away, made me fade in and out of dreams for 4h straight - something morphine never was able to do ever since I abused dissos along with it... It's still lingering, not feeling good but opioid euphoria in its max. From not oxy etc. but random online kratom.
We have for example brorphine (not bromadol! which is pretty) that is said (can't link cause of vendor related but see cite below) to irreversibly destroy opioid receptors / neurons which firstly mimicks heavy tolerance but would never completely build down, thus lose endorphin functionality forever. Nasty. Made me reconsider said vendor, at least they warn off but still was a favorite in past, had hoped better.
Zephyn
Bluelighter
Wouldn't permatolerance at least be anecdotal evidence?plumbus-nine
Bluelighter
Here. I have acquired semi permatolerance to dissociatives.Zephyn
Bluelighter
Same. I don't think I've gone over a year, but did at least a year break with no noticeable difference. I wouldn't expect 3 to be very different. And my use is nothing compared to a few people I've met.
Gabapentinoids and cannabinoids are the same although for the cannabinoids I've only given 90 days break maximum.
I also struggle with a lot of drug induced mental AND physical health symptoms that are long lasting though I can't pinpoint on anything in particular. (Others don't seem to have the same reaction)Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Chronic gabaergic abuse really does screw up your brain. I can certainly attest to that.
Even if I take 1 benzo pill 12 hours later my anxiety is significantly increased. 15 years ago I could abuse the shit out of alcohol with very little consequences other than a hangover.
After so many years of benzo and alcohol abuse my brain is ultra sensitive.
Now, instead of a hangover it is accompanied by rather bad anxiety and what feels like an acute alcohol withdrawal making me want to constantly drink and binge.
"Brain damage" may be the wrong word... But long term use really does change your brain for the worse.Zephyn
Bluelighter
Yeah but what about someone who doesn't abuse daily or regularly but regular enough over 10 or 15 years? That's the big question
Chronic gabaergic abuse really does screw up your brain. I can certainly attest to that.
Even if I take 1 benzo pill 12 hours later my anxiety is significantly increased. 15 years ago I could abuse the shit out of alcohol with very little consequences other than a hangover.
After so many years of benzo and alcohol abuse my brain is ultra sensitive.
Now, instead of a hangover it is accompanied by rather bad anxiety and what feels like an acute alcohol withdrawal.
"Brain damage" may be the wrong word... But it long term use really does change your brain for the worse.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
That's me 100%
I mean alcohol daily for 9 years but on benzos maybe 3 months out of each year
But even daily alcohol I mostly was not the type of guy to wake up and immediately hit the bottleZephyn
Bluelighter
Yeah never been able to do that but did get to the point of cravings at 12-1pm. Anytime I drink earlier, its because I missed a night or two of sleep.
I mean alcohol daily for 9 years but on benzos maybe 3 months out of each year
But even daily alcohol I mostly was not the type of guy to wake up and immediately hit the bottle
HOOH
Bluelighter
That's not receptor downregulation, that's just glutamate excitotoxicity (I believe).
Antagonists (like dissos) don't even cause temporary downregulation.plumbus-nine
Bluelighter
Not sure about this. It was a theory but shouldn't then anesthetic doses be even more toxic (afaik they are not). These lesions in K users scared the shit out of me but one year later I am nothing but fucking lethargic and overweight due to my eternal mistake of switching from dissos to opioids to both to opioids (hint: former are easier to handle even if they are mentally more powerful and you're able to skip most of opioid w/d) but of course would be interesting to do further testing. You can't use an irreversibly toxic compound for years and get away with it.
Antagonists (like dissos) don't even cause temporary downregulation.
Also with me it's not truly permanent but the memory of tolerance became permanent like with opiates, e.g. after a withdrawal you are sensitive again but soon your habit will be worse than before - just that the withdrawal with dissociatives takes months to years and has little other symptoms than temporary depression, irritability, anxiety. Some lucky individuals even get none. It might be kindling too, getting worse the more often one abruptly stops after several holes (thus highly varying glutamate levels - if sub-anesthetic doses actually do increase glutamate as supposed).
Still, tried to google about but didn't find a thing now.
Oh, venlafaxine (all SSRIs maybe) also undergo kindling shit.HOOH
Bluelighter
No since it's a one-time experience, as opposed to something that's used regularily.
Glutamate excitotoxicity is real, and results form an INCREASE in NMDA activity, not less, again, antagonists don't cause tolerance.