Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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Go and break it down for a nigga
Go and break it down just a little, have love for a nigga
But they steady playin' games with a nigga
Steady throwin' names for a nigga
One time for you niggas
And I'm goin' with my stash
Tryna make it last
Thoughts overflow like they did in the past
And with me they still tryna ask
Fuck you wanna know 'bout me?
Fuck a nigga bitch off a 40 oz
Shit I keep it low-key
Many people sayin' that they know it
Like there's plenty of that shit I ain't see
 
Coxenormous said:
"You don't know me well, I belong in hell... All the shit I did i'm a trouble kid"
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Why they like me so, bitch you talk too much
I move in the snow, tell me what's the rush? (Yeah)
You don't know me well, I belong in hell
All the shit I did, I'm a trouble kid (Yeah)
You can't break my code, you can't break my code
You can't break my code, you can't break my code, yeah
You can't break my code, you can't break my code
You can't break my code, you can't break my code, yeah
 
Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
Because I'm not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
I hide behind my youth
No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
Step inside my shoes
Cause I've never been happy with myself
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors
Just close the door, let me be by myself
Just me and myself
I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
I wanna see for myself
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But I'm depressed as fuck
Stressed as fuck
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
I mean, I need extra love
And that ain't even enough
'Said that ain't even enough
And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
And today we gonna see if he's real
And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
Look, I ain't wanna die like this
I ain't picture my life like this
They don't know what it's like like this
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
And laugh like you
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
Or would you feel lost without me?
Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
Okay, the day I was nine
I've been tired of being bullied, cuz, stay out the fire
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at me now, fuck
Fuck, pens runnin' out
Shit, fu- *sigh*
*Scrapping paper*
Look, just know it's a new day
But if you reading this
Then it's probably too late! *gunshot*
 
Was asleep for 11 pages and wow just wow.

I'll be in court in 25 hours.
If you don't hear from me for a few months just know I'm in prison. If I manage to get my hands on a mobile in there even briefly - I'll be looking at porn.
Hopefully I can shitpost here again tomorrow in 26 hours, then you shall know I was spared a custodial sentence 🤞
 
Two of my favorite rappers one of them said “ I don’t get tired”
The other one said “you ain’t grinding til you tired” I said I’m tired
I’m tired of struggling f*cking the profit up like I’m grinding for nothing
F*ck it I can’t give up
I’m a die from hustling trust me that bike I took
I’m alive because of it
Crushed ice all in my watch and my cup
I come from watching for cops on the block with a tuck
Socks stuck how many times them n*ggas shot at us
Sh*t not enough prolly why I never got high as buck but I couldn’t give a f*ck
Bullet holes all in through the headrest like I wasn’t in that truck
On that pac with my two Glocks like I won’t hit em up
People I was close to now I don’t hear from much
Cause everybody want to know am I gonna get my cut
What the f*ck why how hold it in
Til you crying out loud for crying out loud
Hold up I trying to smile how about now sh*t
Looking out I’m down about now hundred thou
 
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