i unfortunately went backwards through a sequence of events that caused me to lose my job of 4.5 years due to medical reasons which then lead to more heavy drug use and had to start life again.
if you have the aptitude to stick it out through a uni course after going through lives such as many of us here have, i take my hat off to you.
best of luck with it all mate, it may take time and you will face new challenges, but that can be as good as it could be seen bad.
even though now i dont use as i'm trying to get to the bottom of my medical problems, i feel so lost without a full time job with progression. its such a great thing to have something to wake up for thats not a gamble on how you feel after pushing the limits the night/week before and a reason to go to bed (reasonably
) sober.
it is also great to have something to work towards that is encompassed in that job to keep things forever moving towards the future and as a positive.
it can be hard to find such a combination in which you want to go and be at work, but if you can tick a few of those boxes, the rest of your life will usually follow suit leading to more and more positives.
i feel alot of the above can be transferred to study or hobbies.
im deeply stuck into cars and have never sent a car to a mechanic, yet i used to be a chef, a call centre whore, and then worked in IT.
its one thing that i have kept with me over the years and has forced me to make a choice between drugs or something to do with the car.
sometimes one will win more often than the other, but it has kept me sane through the many jobs and issues i have been through and always given me something to look forward to and always something new to learn.
sorry to ramble lol
if you have the aptitude to stick it out through a uni course after going through lives such as many of us here have, i take my hat off to you.
best of luck with it all mate, it may take time and you will face new challenges, but that can be as good as it could be seen bad.
even though now i dont use as i'm trying to get to the bottom of my medical problems, i feel so lost without a full time job with progression. its such a great thing to have something to wake up for thats not a gamble on how you feel after pushing the limits the night/week before and a reason to go to bed (reasonably
) sober.it is also great to have something to work towards that is encompassed in that job to keep things forever moving towards the future and as a positive.
it can be hard to find such a combination in which you want to go and be at work, but if you can tick a few of those boxes, the rest of your life will usually follow suit leading to more and more positives.
i feel alot of the above can be transferred to study or hobbies.
im deeply stuck into cars and have never sent a car to a mechanic, yet i used to be a chef, a call centre whore, and then worked in IT.
its one thing that i have kept with me over the years and has forced me to make a choice between drugs or something to do with the car.
sometimes one will win more often than the other, but it has kept me sane through the many jobs and issues i have been through and always given me something to look forward to and always something new to learn.
sorry to ramble lol
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