@Zopiclone bandit :D ok I guess I should fucking get my 9mm and try to do reasonable bussines at gun point :D no I did not gave them money in front fucking gyppo came out gave me what I wanted I gave him the money immediately I opened it to smell taste I Started chasing him somehow I realized I am in a homeless shelter where there are labirints of corridors and I am alone sick and no weapon I am no fucking street fighter. I had alprazolam and cottons a lot of cottons from last 7x 8mg which I told my doc to prescribe for a month 7x 8mg pills ok I work in IT enviroment corporate I was stressed ran out a lot sooner I did last week on those cottons and alprazolam friday I had just alpraz was very bad and today I had my last alprazolain pm no cottons no nothing not even a fucking paracetamol. Fuck is it not harm reduction to at least in a private conversation point me to a street or a bar so I dont get fucking killed?? I need to work hard until 31st when I get my subs back to normal I am 4 months from a promotion I cant comprehend that even people who know how bad it not to say working on the fullest capacity to finaly after 2 years I can get the promotion. I think this is not really nice to be passive agressive to smb who is trying his best but just hit a wall 4 days thats all I know I Can go to a street and just look but I need at least the fucking direction this is totally harm reduction :D
@nznity yeah this is the best time wright how can you know that ? Actually this is the worst time I do my bid I worked my ass off for 1 year to get to this mark 4 more months and I have a calm job home office etc and a boss who actually fucking does not argue with me for every fucking vacation. So please I am on 1mg of subs I am out I had a stressfull 3 weeks used a bit more happend the first time so I am really afraid and depressed what will be when I get up from bed on monday to go to work

I told my doc btw 4x times I want to lower my dose untill I ended on 1mg so I am really doing good this is just a 4 day crisis for which as mentioned above I dont want to get knifed or beaten.