Hello! Long-time codeine addict, lurker, wife and mum. Yes, my life is a tissue of lies and I crave (even a liitle) understanding. Can provide a shoulder to cry on and possibly advice, definitely sympathy.
I think you might be interested in The Dark Side . Although it focuses on people's recovery they can always use a shoulder to lean on and an ear to listen with. You don't have to be in recovery there and there's absolutely no judgement. It just sounds like a place where you might find some folks who you might fit in with
If you have any questions about the site and/or how to get around at Bluelight just ask. If we don't know we'll try and find someone who does.