I was just going to make a thread about weed 'withdrawl' and physcial dependance on the drug, alot of people say it's not addictive, well you don't smoke enough then, or haven't been smoking long, because I beleive it is.
I used to have trouble sleeping (still do, not as bad) so I smoked ganj to help me relax and fall asleep much easier, that was about 6 years ago or more...since then I have been smoking everyday (not huge amounts, about a gram-two grams a day between myself only) and had no reason to stop, I still dont however Im getting KIND of low on money, my lungs are coughing up black once a day maybe less, ...and I have opiates to tide me over.
thing is, mistaking opiates for weed was a bad choice, and made me incredibly angry, most likely due to the fact I didnt have a nice joint to smoke before bed...and what happened, I didn't sleep well AT ALL, and I woke up in the angriest mood, not to mention I was bitter half of the time I was on the OP..
talk about a feind, I have no resin left in any of my pipes thats smokable, and my wallet has been seriously torn apart (good thing I found a roach) and next was my room (I have seriously taken my bed apart looking for crumbs of ganja)...I smoked roach with paper which I never do and now I'm here TOTALY content with what I just did
before this I was having sweats, I woke up so angry, I was yelling at my computer etc etc, I was punching walls (and this never happens after a night of ops...let alone happens EVER, I havent been angry since I was a kid, and that had its reasons) for no fucking reason...if I didn't know I was picking up tonight with my buddy, maybe I wouldnt of cracked and smoked that roach..
I swear, I done coke and some OPs, I drink sometimes to get drunk.. I would take weed over them in an instant, and addiction dosent even come into play with any 'hard' drugs, I swear by weed and thats all, for my entire life.
now if thats not physcial and mental addiction, I don't know what is....but to be honest I seriously don't have a great reason to stop, if I stopped I'd be going on some other type of med for anxiety and sleep problems...so fuggit.
to be honest again, I remember my younger days when I didnt have access to weed, ALL I wanted to do was smoke it, I drew pictures of it in my old binders etc...so before I even knew what it was I needed it, before I ever inhaled, I needed to have that smoke in my mouth LOL...god