runmercirun
Bluelighter
Candyflipping: take 3. First time was great, second time was bit of a scare, this time was perfect. The last time I wrote a candyflip report I stated that I would be taking a break from lucy. I lied lol.
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Also broke it down by hours so it'd be a little bit more easier to follow.
Setting: Outside in the woods. Beautiful day! 75 degrees. Festy/campout/rave deal.
Things I did different then last time: Kept phone off. One hit of acid instead of two. E pill instead of .2g of molly. Waited till after I peaked on the acid to roll.
We (we as in me, M, S, T, S2, W, & I. all people that I don't really hangout with outside the rave scene. first time raging without anybody from home) got there around 2 p.m. Set up camp, explored, checked out the music till about 4.
4:00 - took a hit of acid. This acid was from the same batch I had taken from my last candy flip, so I knew it was dank shit.
5:00 - get that weird empty feeling in my stomach I get when a trip is coming on. Feeling more open-minded, thinking more, feeling in tune with my surroundings.
6:00 - spend a good two hours laying in the grass with friends, staring at the sky with some nice electro beats in the background. I felt lighter, goofier. My vision felt so much clearer, like I felt like I had hd vision. Colors were brighter, details were sharper. The trees against the sky were rippling to the music. The clouds seemed like they were right in front of me, rather than miles away, sort of like a 3d movie. I wanted to reach out and touch them, but I didn't want them to go back into the sky. We all kept laying there, not talking, just having our mind blown by nature. My friend M had 5 hits and I could hear him laughing at nothing but it didn't bother me. I turned around onto my stomach and stared at the grass. Each piece of grass seemed in the right place and I wondered how long it took god to put all these pieces of grass in the right spot. I asked T how long he thought god took to do that and he looked at me and just laughed. I started laughing too along with everyone else. Somebody else asked if anyone else saw the rainbows everywhere. We just start laughing more.
8:00 - I get up and decide to go for a walk. The sun is setting, the sky was so many different colors, each fading into one another. I can feel the shadows of everything shifting, growing. I could feel night coming on and was getting kind of scared. For some reason I kept thinking that the sun was keeping my trip so wonderful, and if it went away my trip would go bad. I wasn't really paying attention to where I was walking, I was too consumed with my thoughts. I kept thinking about my last candyflip and how terrible it went. I didn't want it to happen again. I also felt like my thoughts were layers, like..every thought I thought kept pushing me one layer away from reality. They were taking over, I knew it. I knew I was letting myself get to me. Then I felt somebody nudge me. Somehow I was in the dance tent sitting down next to my friend W. The dance tent was quite a walk from my camp site too, glad I didn't get myself lost in the woods. W asked if I was cool and offered me a cigarette. I guess I hadn't been answering him when he was talking to me. After I lit the cigarette, I felt grounded; safe. All the layers of thoughts faded away. After that I kept a lit cigarette in my hand all night lol. We sat there and listened to the music for a bit, watched people dance. It was dark now, but I wasn’t afraid. The whole place was lit up with glowsticks, lazers, and fire. Me and W were talking about our trips and how we were feeling. I felt like my trip had already peaked, and I was gradually going into the chill phase of it. Everything was beautiful, my mind was filling up with Ws words and music, rather than jumbled thoughts. I felt good. I ask for the time. It was only 9. I’m always so blown away by the time warp of L.
9:00 - I went to find molly, but had no luck. Found rolls instead, White Mercedes'. This would be my first time ever taking a pressy, but I knew what was shitty and what wasn't for the most part. I knew there were two batches of these going around, a dank batch and a dud batch. I had a good feeling about these, so i took my chances. Dropped at about 9:30.
9:30 - chilled at my campsite for a bit, cracked my glowsticks, smoked some cigs, forced myself to eat a plum, and talked with my camp buds who were sucking nitrous down, just waiting for my roll to kick in. 45 minutes later, my sense of feeling was heightened, I could feel the texture of my clothes on my skin, the breeze felt great against my face, my lips were unbelievably soft, I started running my fingers through my hair and it felt wonderful. I was sooo ready for whatever was coming. I grabbed some water, my binky, and glowsticks and bolted for the dance tent.
10:00 - I stood there, feeling the music. It was all around me, inside me, the bass was hugging me with vibrations. All I could think about were all the sounds around me and how good I felt. I closed my eyes and saw the familiar patterns behind my eyelids that I usually see when tripping, but the colors were bright and consistent ebbing in and out with the djs beats. I felt myself chewing on my lips, so I made sure my binky was in my mouth asap cause I knew the last time my lips felt that soft I woke up with bloody lips. I opened my eyes and somehow I was dancing. My brain wasn't telling me to dance, my body was just going with it. I can't even explain what I was feeling...complete and utter euphoria. I just kept saying to myself “wtfff I’m rolling too hard right now, so harddd” Seriously...the hardest I have ever rolled. And I've rolled plenty of times on molly, I think I just took it at the perfect time with the L and they somehow intensified each other. I couldn't stop dancing. I couldn't stop talking to people. I made a whole lot of new friends that night, not just randoms you talk to at a rave, but real actual friends that I chill with in the 'real world'. I felt so connected with everyone, and so happy...I literally wanted to hug the whole fucking planet.
12:00 am - 2 hours later I went back to camp, waving my glowsticks in front of me the whole time cause I couldn't get over how amazing they looked, the trails were sooo long. I was so happy to see everyone, they said they were looking for me but couldn't find me any where. And I said back "YOOOO IM ROLLLING SO HARD YOU CAN'T EVEN SEE ME" for some reason I couldn't talk, I had to yell, and I know I had this ridiculous cracked out grin on my face. They all geeeked out. I basically forced them all to come to the dance tent and dance. They all got tired and left about an hour later, W and I stayed behind.
1:00 am - Still rolling. Slightly tripping. Not dancing anymore, winding down, still see trails. Still really chatty. Smoking feels awesome. Basically told W my whole life story. He sat there and listened, but mostly cause he was tripping balls and was being a hell of a listener. Exchanged massages with people. Exchanged lightshows.
2:00 am - getting cold. Stomach feels weird. Smoking still feels incredible. Chillen with tent neighbors.
3:00 am - Cold. Whole body feels dead. Stomach ache. Don't wanna talk. Want sleep. I go back to the campsite, about 15 people in my tent just chillen. Share a blanket with W and just kinda listen to everyone’s conversation. Reeeal tweaked out.
4:00 am - decide to go into the neighbors empty tent and lay down. M comes in and we cuddle for a bit. He tries getting friendly but I’m def not down for anything physical other than cuddling and breathing 8).
4:30 am - fall into the most restless sleep of my life. Almost felt like I didn’t even sleep.
Woke up around 11. Everyone knows what goes up, must come down. And since I had the best roll of my life, I knew I was doomed for the worst comedown of my life. Spent the next two days sleeping and being in a shitty mood haha. Was so worth it though. This candy flip was an amazing experience for the most part. So glad I decided to try it again.
Click for Second Candyflipping Experience
Also broke it down by hours so it'd be a little bit more easier to follow.
Setting: Outside in the woods. Beautiful day! 75 degrees. Festy/campout/rave deal.
Things I did different then last time: Kept phone off. One hit of acid instead of two. E pill instead of .2g of molly. Waited till after I peaked on the acid to roll.
We (we as in me, M, S, T, S2, W, & I. all people that I don't really hangout with outside the rave scene. first time raging without anybody from home) got there around 2 p.m. Set up camp, explored, checked out the music till about 4.
4:00 - took a hit of acid. This acid was from the same batch I had taken from my last candy flip, so I knew it was dank shit.
5:00 - get that weird empty feeling in my stomach I get when a trip is coming on. Feeling more open-minded, thinking more, feeling in tune with my surroundings.
6:00 - spend a good two hours laying in the grass with friends, staring at the sky with some nice electro beats in the background. I felt lighter, goofier. My vision felt so much clearer, like I felt like I had hd vision. Colors were brighter, details were sharper. The trees against the sky were rippling to the music. The clouds seemed like they were right in front of me, rather than miles away, sort of like a 3d movie. I wanted to reach out and touch them, but I didn't want them to go back into the sky. We all kept laying there, not talking, just having our mind blown by nature. My friend M had 5 hits and I could hear him laughing at nothing but it didn't bother me. I turned around onto my stomach and stared at the grass. Each piece of grass seemed in the right place and I wondered how long it took god to put all these pieces of grass in the right spot. I asked T how long he thought god took to do that and he looked at me and just laughed. I started laughing too along with everyone else. Somebody else asked if anyone else saw the rainbows everywhere. We just start laughing more.
8:00 - I get up and decide to go for a walk. The sun is setting, the sky was so many different colors, each fading into one another. I can feel the shadows of everything shifting, growing. I could feel night coming on and was getting kind of scared. For some reason I kept thinking that the sun was keeping my trip so wonderful, and if it went away my trip would go bad. I wasn't really paying attention to where I was walking, I was too consumed with my thoughts. I kept thinking about my last candyflip and how terrible it went. I didn't want it to happen again. I also felt like my thoughts were layers, like..every thought I thought kept pushing me one layer away from reality. They were taking over, I knew it. I knew I was letting myself get to me. Then I felt somebody nudge me. Somehow I was in the dance tent sitting down next to my friend W. The dance tent was quite a walk from my camp site too, glad I didn't get myself lost in the woods. W asked if I was cool and offered me a cigarette. I guess I hadn't been answering him when he was talking to me. After I lit the cigarette, I felt grounded; safe. All the layers of thoughts faded away. After that I kept a lit cigarette in my hand all night lol. We sat there and listened to the music for a bit, watched people dance. It was dark now, but I wasn’t afraid. The whole place was lit up with glowsticks, lazers, and fire. Me and W were talking about our trips and how we were feeling. I felt like my trip had already peaked, and I was gradually going into the chill phase of it. Everything was beautiful, my mind was filling up with Ws words and music, rather than jumbled thoughts. I felt good. I ask for the time. It was only 9. I’m always so blown away by the time warp of L.
9:00 - I went to find molly, but had no luck. Found rolls instead, White Mercedes'. This would be my first time ever taking a pressy, but I knew what was shitty and what wasn't for the most part. I knew there were two batches of these going around, a dank batch and a dud batch. I had a good feeling about these, so i took my chances. Dropped at about 9:30.
9:30 - chilled at my campsite for a bit, cracked my glowsticks, smoked some cigs, forced myself to eat a plum, and talked with my camp buds who were sucking nitrous down, just waiting for my roll to kick in. 45 minutes later, my sense of feeling was heightened, I could feel the texture of my clothes on my skin, the breeze felt great against my face, my lips were unbelievably soft, I started running my fingers through my hair and it felt wonderful. I was sooo ready for whatever was coming. I grabbed some water, my binky, and glowsticks and bolted for the dance tent.
10:00 - I stood there, feeling the music. It was all around me, inside me, the bass was hugging me with vibrations. All I could think about were all the sounds around me and how good I felt. I closed my eyes and saw the familiar patterns behind my eyelids that I usually see when tripping, but the colors were bright and consistent ebbing in and out with the djs beats. I felt myself chewing on my lips, so I made sure my binky was in my mouth asap cause I knew the last time my lips felt that soft I woke up with bloody lips. I opened my eyes and somehow I was dancing. My brain wasn't telling me to dance, my body was just going with it. I can't even explain what I was feeling...complete and utter euphoria. I just kept saying to myself “wtfff I’m rolling too hard right now, so harddd” Seriously...the hardest I have ever rolled. And I've rolled plenty of times on molly, I think I just took it at the perfect time with the L and they somehow intensified each other. I couldn't stop dancing. I couldn't stop talking to people. I made a whole lot of new friends that night, not just randoms you talk to at a rave, but real actual friends that I chill with in the 'real world'. I felt so connected with everyone, and so happy...I literally wanted to hug the whole fucking planet.
12:00 am - 2 hours later I went back to camp, waving my glowsticks in front of me the whole time cause I couldn't get over how amazing they looked, the trails were sooo long. I was so happy to see everyone, they said they were looking for me but couldn't find me any where. And I said back "YOOOO IM ROLLLING SO HARD YOU CAN'T EVEN SEE ME" for some reason I couldn't talk, I had to yell, and I know I had this ridiculous cracked out grin on my face. They all geeeked out. I basically forced them all to come to the dance tent and dance. They all got tired and left about an hour later, W and I stayed behind.
1:00 am - Still rolling. Slightly tripping. Not dancing anymore, winding down, still see trails. Still really chatty. Smoking feels awesome. Basically told W my whole life story. He sat there and listened, but mostly cause he was tripping balls and was being a hell of a listener. Exchanged massages with people. Exchanged lightshows.
2:00 am - getting cold. Stomach feels weird. Smoking still feels incredible. Chillen with tent neighbors.
3:00 am - Cold. Whole body feels dead. Stomach ache. Don't wanna talk. Want sleep. I go back to the campsite, about 15 people in my tent just chillen. Share a blanket with W and just kinda listen to everyone’s conversation. Reeeal tweaked out.
4:00 am - decide to go into the neighbors empty tent and lay down. M comes in and we cuddle for a bit. He tries getting friendly but I’m def not down for anything physical other than cuddling and breathing 8).
4:30 am - fall into the most restless sleep of my life. Almost felt like I didn’t even sleep.
Woke up around 11. Everyone knows what goes up, must come down. And since I had the best roll of my life, I knew I was doomed for the worst comedown of my life. Spent the next two days sleeping and being in a shitty mood haha. Was so worth it though. This candy flip was an amazing experience for the most part. So glad I decided to try it again.
