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can you turn down a shot of dope?

I turned a shot down two weeks ago and sniffed instead. Still regretting it. :! My answer right now is "Hell no".
 
I'm just too much of a sucker for opiates...sometimes I really wish I never touched the stuff to begin with. Especially as I'm goin through Fent withdrawal right now...OWWWWW.......just the thought of a free shot makes my mouth water right now. Damn i need to stop talking cuz I sound crazy right now....
 
Iv never shot Ever! Smoked on Foil for months. I knew if i went IV i wouldnt be able to kick the habit. the IV rush is crazy.........would be one hell of a temptation.......
 
Ive shared works more times then I can count harm reduction kinda went out the window when I decided I didnt give a fuck about living or dying.
 
I heard that shit, unfortunately. Then, every time I go to rehab I get bunked with what "the future" looks like. 40-something, spotty job history, no money, burden to the family, etc., etc. and it makes me want to take the final cocktail godammit.
 
if I had to take it immediately, it wouldn't really matter if I took it or not since I'm on so much suboxone. I probably wouldn't take it because it would just make me think about it more
I remember back in the day I was fresh out of rehab with 60 days or some shit and I met my girlfriend at her place and she was like "I've been IMing every day since you've been gone, I'm sooo glad you are back. Can you IV me? Oh yeah, you can have as much as you want too!" and in that one night I turned down free dope and was able to shoot her up and leave without flipping my shit

But 3 days later I came back and couldn't resist. But I still have NO idea how I could be that fresh out of rehab, smell/see/inject dope to someone else, see how faded they got, and didn't take some myself

If someone offered me a shot to keep/have, hell yeah I'd take it. Wait a day or so, then shoot it. It's been like 6 months, I could use a treat
 
I think the real question is where everybody here is finding junkies that are generous enough to offer a shot to be turned down in the first place! Most people I know will boot their last bag right in front of you even if you're puking and thrashing around from the invariable RLS. That said, if I were in the situation to accept free dope, yeah, I'd probably take it. I remember finding a rig with a shot in it before that only had a 50 percent chance of being mine, and the other person had hepatitis, and I let the rig sit for days thinking it wasn't worth the risk...until, of course, I got sick and stupidly shot it. I got lucky that time because as of my last doctor's visit, I didn't have help C, but I shouldn't have put myself in that situation in the first place.
 
the necropolitan said:
I remember finding a rig with a shot in it before that only had a 50 percent chance of being mine, and the other person had hepatitis, and I let the rig sit for days thinking it wasn't worth the risk...until, of course, I got sick and stupidly shot it.
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Reading this turned my stomach...
 
^ reading that scares me away, like many other stores, from dope. I'm sorry guys, I feel really bad saying that sort of thing but at the same time, I've never really heard of heroin use going anywhere positive in the long term. I hope I don't get flamed, I just know many people, if they could, might go back and change things, some of my family included. Maybe I shouldn't say anything but I'm feeling different than normal this evening.
 
It would be really hard. The only reason I would probably do that is if I'm getting drug tested soon by probation or something && I don't want to go back to jail. Otherwise no, I probably couldn't say no.
 
LogicSoDeveloped said:
I'm sorry guys, I feel really bad saying that sort of thing but at the same time, I've never really heard of heroin use going anywhere positive in the long term.
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You don't need to feel bad for saying how you feel, and I can understand where you're coming from, but consider this: What drugs have you known people to use both recreationally and regularly that then improved the quality of their lives? I'm not sure that I can think of one, not even something considered to be a bit more benign like cannabis. It seems to me that it neither improves the quality of their lives very much, not in any practical, tangible way, at least, nor does it really do all that much harm.

For me, heroin is that substance. I use it pretty regularly, and it has done me neither very much good nor very much harm. I'm broke, sure, but I was broke before beginning this thing, and so there's really no noticeable difference in my broke-ish-ness. It seems to me that I have maintained the same level of closeness in all of my relationships; heroin isn't responsible for my drifting apart from friends or anything at all like that. I don't suffer withdrawal symptoms. I'm not physically dependent upon the substance. It's very much an enjoyable thing, and I like it.

I don't foresee myself using forever, and the idea that one day I will be living a life without dope doesn't frighten me at all. That being said, I'm not a drug advocate of any kind, and I wouldn't recommend heroin to a friend because the fact of the matter is that yes, it can be very much addictive and very, very dangerous. But speaking from my own experience, I can tell you that it's not always the case.
 
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