subdefy
Bluelighter
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I was in a similar situation/thinking as you are. Before I got really into smoking I always researched everything I did before hand and said I was not going to smoke often. (and I didn't and that worked for a little) but then suddenly since there was constantly free cannabis around and my friend smoked it daily, I just decided hey its free, why not ? These are my teen years I need to have something to look back on. So near the end of school just started smoking everyday 5 times a day for around 2 weeks but I always went to school, that was my one thing. I would never skip school to do any drug.
Now that I think back on it, it's hard for me to remember what I did that last half year there are big gaping holes in memory. It's the next year and I'm 16 and am not going to fall back into that routine. It's been 2 months since last time I smoked and I'm feeling way better then I was when I was in that situation. I don't deal with paranoia anymore but one thing I noticied is I have horrible anxiety as a result from it. All I'm saying is be careful and don't go high to class (as hard as it may be ) later on. It's for the better. One odd thing did happen is my grades improved.
Now that I think back on it, it's hard for me to remember what I did that last half year there are big gaping holes in memory. It's the next year and I'm 16 and am not going to fall back into that routine. It's been 2 months since last time I smoked and I'm feeling way better then I was when I was in that situation. I don't deal with paranoia anymore but one thing I noticied is I have horrible anxiety as a result from it. All I'm saying is be careful and don't go high to class (as hard as it may be ) later on. It's for the better. One odd thing did happen is my grades improved.
