I feel like my personality has changed since I started smoking weed regularly. And I mean my overall personality, even when I'm not high. I always used to be a little self conscience. Not in the sense that I'd be worried about my physical appearance but like I'd get embarrassed easily over small things or I'd get uncomfortable in certain social situations. Now I don't seem to care anymore. Also I don't feel like I'm "living". Each day just seems to be the same old thing. I drive to the bus stop, take the bus to the subway, and take the subway to work. You'd think on that 2 hour trip I'd at least notice something (a strange looking person, a nice car, etc). But it's as if I'm in my own world and don't care about anything happening around me.