complicatedspaghetta
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Hello there
Years ago I was an IV meth user and then I quit. For the last two years I have been taking escitalopram from doc - 10mg. I tried to withdrawal with lower doses a few times - without success. The feeling of electroshocks and nervousness were unbearable. Now I have half a year off, which I wanted to use meth to help my run my own business with flowers (cause i am florist), but there was a problem. I don't feel any euphoria and all that super nootrop effects, I just have my heart pounding and I feel strange pressures in my head. But cant sleep like on meth, apetite is normally, feel hunger and eat normally. I can take a maximum of 24 hours to be up. It's not cut meth, I've read almost everything paranoidly, even though I know my source is fine. My husband is fine with this meth, too, experiencing euphoria and everything aroud.
Two weeks ago, I abruptly discontinued escitalopram so as not to risk serotonin syndrome. When I have a day without meth, I only feel electroshock but not anxiety or nervousness. When I take meth, the electric shocks disappear, but it doesn't work for me at all, as I remember. It just doesn't satisfy me and I'm fighting not using higher doses of meth again. What should I do? Should I go to the lowest dose of escitalopram and try a lower dose of meth? I don't believe that I have exhausted dopamines, I feel normally a day when I'm not on meth (no depression, anhedonia .... just sleeping more and feel ok)
(Please dont write me about how meth is bad for me, only answer my question) Sorry for my language, in my country dont exisst any drug forum. Thank you :3

Two weeks ago, I abruptly discontinued escitalopram so as not to risk serotonin syndrome. When I have a day without meth, I only feel electroshock but not anxiety or nervousness. When I take meth, the electric shocks disappear, but it doesn't work for me at all, as I remember. It just doesn't satisfy me and I'm fighting not using higher doses of meth again. What should I do? Should I go to the lowest dose of escitalopram and try a lower dose of meth? I don't believe that I have exhausted dopamines, I feel normally a day when I'm not on meth (no depression, anhedonia .... just sleeping more and feel ok)
(Please dont write me about how meth is bad for me, only answer my question) Sorry for my language, in my country dont exisst any drug forum. Thank you :3
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