Hi
I took speed three times from late June to mid July this year.
Prior to that I had not taken any for four years
It was not methamphetamine, it was UK base, but I did not know quite where to put this post.
I woke up feeling really doomed and anxious this morning, two weeks after taking speed. I've been feeling this way for the last week on waking up, like there is no hope and all my past mistakes are un-resolvable and will affect me for the rest of my life.
Could this be still due to the speed comedown, or should I no longer blame the comedown and look for alternative causes?
The thing is, I'm worried I am using the comedown as an excuse.
I am tapering valium as well, doing a daily cut.
Waking up feeling doomed is also a well known valium withdrawal symptom, or a symptom I am tapering too quick.
I don't want to slow down my valium taper as it's been dragging on for years and I just want to get off it, but, without the doomed and anxious feelings when I wake up on a morning.
This is why I want to know if it could still be the speed comedown causing this, even though I had my last speed two weeks ago.
If it is the speed comedown that is causing this, I will feel much happier, as it is just a case of waiting for these horrible feelings to fade.
If it's the valium withdrawal, however, it is more of a problem.
Please help.
Many thanks.
I took speed three times from late June to mid July this year.
Prior to that I had not taken any for four years
It was not methamphetamine, it was UK base, but I did not know quite where to put this post.
I woke up feeling really doomed and anxious this morning, two weeks after taking speed. I've been feeling this way for the last week on waking up, like there is no hope and all my past mistakes are un-resolvable and will affect me for the rest of my life.
Could this be still due to the speed comedown, or should I no longer blame the comedown and look for alternative causes?
The thing is, I'm worried I am using the comedown as an excuse.
I am tapering valium as well, doing a daily cut.
Waking up feeling doomed is also a well known valium withdrawal symptom, or a symptom I am tapering too quick.
I don't want to slow down my valium taper as it's been dragging on for years and I just want to get off it, but, without the doomed and anxious feelings when I wake up on a morning.
This is why I want to know if it could still be the speed comedown causing this, even though I had my last speed two weeks ago.
If it is the speed comedown that is causing this, I will feel much happier, as it is just a case of waiting for these horrible feelings to fade.
If it's the valium withdrawal, however, it is more of a problem.
Please help.
Many thanks.
