Saturday came with all these anticipations
And not once did i stop to think how i would say goodbye
I was too excited about us all getting together
Thinking anxiously about how amazing it was going to be,
The way it always is on those DC nights...
I pushed it in the back of my mind, that things would never be the same
After saturday,
And when i had to stand there in front of you,
The realization of how real this really was
Filled the room.
In a flutter me and sky hurried out of the room,
Blond hair flying everywhere as we hurried down the hall
So that you wouldn't see the tears that were ready to fall
And in a Marriott bathroom we both broke down over the sink,
Knowing this was it.
We hugged each other and composed ourselves,
Trying to toughen up as we made our way back to 316
And managed to do pretty good,
Until the five of us got into the car.
"Make it the best night ever" your best friend was saying from the driver's seat,
And he reached his hand into the backseat and took your hand,
And it was only then i saw the tears in his eyes,
And all the controlling me and sky had done
Couldn't be held in after seeing that.
The night was a mixture of emotion once we got inside.
The music felt like it had been programmed especially for this,
So sad... so emotional....
I painted a smile on my face as best i could
And together, this small family, we danced our hearts out
And i hope you take that with you when you get on that plane.
I know that when i'm dancing under those lights in december,
I'll think its just not the same without you there,
But i know life so goes,
And sometimes even if you have someone in your life for only a short time,
It might be the best time.
I didnt know how lucky i was to have friends like these
Until i had to say goodbye,
And its the hardest thing ever.
I know we all left that night before with hugs and held-back tears,
But i'm grateful for every moment of the past year.
I'm glad that all of us found each other for awhile.
It's been so great.
And even though i wanted to,
I can't bring myself to see you fly away on the 4th...
I never really said the word "Goodbye" out loud,
But inside of me, in my own way, i found a way to say it on Sunday.
I dont know if you heard it...
But i hope its just a short goobye...
I hope someday my good friend comes back for one more dance.
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Armin van Buuren feat. Drezip -- "Stay"
If this is true, I thought then, what will I think
Will I stay but rather I would get away
I'm scared that i won't find a thing
And afraid that I'll turn out to be alone, but I
I have to learn, have to try
I have to trust, i have to cry
Have to see, have to know
that I can be myself
I see it all I'm sure but
Do I know what's right
I thought I knew but it turns out the other way
I am scared that I won't find a thing
And afraid that i'll turn out to be alone, but I
I have to learn, have to try
I have to trust, i have to cry
Have to see, have to know
that I can be myself
And if i could i would stay
And if they're not, not in my way
I'll stare here in the distance
But i'll grow up to be just like you
I'll grow up to be just like you
I want to tell you
Why would i try to
You are all that i, that i can see now
Why would i try
And i want to tell you
Why would i try to
You are all I can see now
I know i'll try to...
And not once did i stop to think how i would say goodbye
I was too excited about us all getting together
Thinking anxiously about how amazing it was going to be,
The way it always is on those DC nights...
I pushed it in the back of my mind, that things would never be the same
After saturday,
And when i had to stand there in front of you,
The realization of how real this really was
Filled the room.
In a flutter me and sky hurried out of the room,
Blond hair flying everywhere as we hurried down the hall
So that you wouldn't see the tears that were ready to fall
And in a Marriott bathroom we both broke down over the sink,
Knowing this was it.
We hugged each other and composed ourselves,
Trying to toughen up as we made our way back to 316
And managed to do pretty good,
Until the five of us got into the car.
"Make it the best night ever" your best friend was saying from the driver's seat,
And he reached his hand into the backseat and took your hand,
And it was only then i saw the tears in his eyes,
And all the controlling me and sky had done
Couldn't be held in after seeing that.
The night was a mixture of emotion once we got inside.
The music felt like it had been programmed especially for this,
So sad... so emotional....
I painted a smile on my face as best i could
And together, this small family, we danced our hearts out
And i hope you take that with you when you get on that plane.
I know that when i'm dancing under those lights in december,
I'll think its just not the same without you there,
But i know life so goes,
And sometimes even if you have someone in your life for only a short time,
It might be the best time.
I didnt know how lucky i was to have friends like these
Until i had to say goodbye,
And its the hardest thing ever.
I know we all left that night before with hugs and held-back tears,
But i'm grateful for every moment of the past year.
I'm glad that all of us found each other for awhile.
It's been so great.
And even though i wanted to,
I can't bring myself to see you fly away on the 4th...
I never really said the word "Goodbye" out loud,
But inside of me, in my own way, i found a way to say it on Sunday.
I dont know if you heard it...
But i hope its just a short goobye...
I hope someday my good friend comes back for one more dance.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
Armin van Buuren feat. Drezip -- "Stay"
If this is true, I thought then, what will I think
Will I stay but rather I would get away
I'm scared that i won't find a thing
And afraid that I'll turn out to be alone, but I
I have to learn, have to try
I have to trust, i have to cry
Have to see, have to know
that I can be myself
I see it all I'm sure but
Do I know what's right
I thought I knew but it turns out the other way
I am scared that I won't find a thing
And afraid that i'll turn out to be alone, but I
I have to learn, have to try
I have to trust, i have to cry
Have to see, have to know
that I can be myself
And if i could i would stay
And if they're not, not in my way
I'll stare here in the distance
But i'll grow up to be just like you
I'll grow up to be just like you
I want to tell you
Why would i try to
You are all that i, that i can see now
Why would i try
And i want to tell you
Why would i try to
You are all I can see now
I know i'll try to...
