Fyasko.
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this is my first thread, and trip report, so take it easy guys![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
alright so i had just picked up some blue ghost pokeballs.
which apparently werent MDMA, but a butylone/methylone combo.
i also had a molly. hereee we go:
1:00PM- we get to our kickback spot and all take a blue ghost. it tastes like complete shit, i havent rolled in about a month or 2 so i was expecting it to be a decent roll.
1:45PM- smoke a few bowls with the pals, i felt like fucking Jesus. my eyes were wiggling like crazy, i have a crazy amount of energy. dubstep sounds amazing. i put my gloves on and give a few lightshows (and i gloved better than ever).
2:00PM- im thirsty as fuck so we get water, there isnt much empathy. in fact, i had a really strong urge to be mean to one of the guys we were with. im clenching like a motherfucker, chewing on my bracelets haha:D
(for the next hour, we just kinda mobbed around the town)
3:30PM- im extremely content with myself. i down a whole bottle of OJ and take the molly. i havent noticed a peak yet, just been really shitfaced%)
4:25PM- HOLLYY SHITT im in heaven. the molly hit like a fucking train. i was just walking and suddenly i felt like i was walking on air, then i had to sit down because my legs were so...light haha.
4:40PM- im deffinitley peaking, we dont wanna look anymore shady than we already were being so we go into my freinds' van. im floooreed. chewin on my candy, eyes rolling. i felt so great. at that point, this kid i was being mean to decides to call me a fagget (im bi) so me and my friend go and make out right next to him
(this is where shit starts to get bad)
5:00PM- some people had to go home, so our group starts to split up. i had made a new BFF and decided it would be a great idea to go home with him and not tell any of my friends that i was leaving with him.
5:30PM- the roll kinda just stopped, idk. we get to my new BFF's house and his parents were home so i had to leave. ive never been in this area of town, so idk how to get back to the main group, so silly me decides to wander around and hopefully ill find my way back.
6:00PM- idk how the fuck i got there, but i ended up in a huge orange grove. im not talkin about like a little farm, but like a forest haha. i wander around there for awhile and decide its useless to keep trying. so i smoke a bowl and a grit.
6:20PM- im freaking the fuck out. i kept going in circles. couldnt find anybody, i was sweating like crazy and couldnt find any water. head hurt like a bitch. so i call my friends and they give me directions back to our original meeting area.
6:30PM- i think i found the right trail. im following it, my body hurts, whatever, ill manage.
(thenn it gets worse)
6:35PM- i start to hear whispers. im on a big dirt road and theres no one with me, so i knew something wasnt right. i heard it again, a girl asking "where are you going" in a really sensual voice. honestly at that point i began to run, i was freaking the fuck out and just ran.
6:45PM- im out of breath, on the verge of tears. the voices are getting louder and more frequent. then i begin to think about how much of a fuckup i am, and how much my family hates me and BLAHBLAH. so i just cry, and drag myself 5 more miles, where i eventually met up with my friends. i was a zombie, no emotions, no energy, just complete dysphoria.
from then until 7:30 i just had random crying sessions. i didnt wanna talk to anyone, i was in complete and utter hell. my stomach hurt worse than ever, i would sweat alot then get extremely cold. and i head one of those gnar headaches where you just wanna punch a child. you know, those headaches. i was talking to some friends and they think that i had aquired serotonin syndrome.
but yea, i still feel like complete shit. im experiencing madd depersonalization. this has tought me to try and take more responsibility of myself. in fact, i doubt ill be touching any kinda durgz for a while.
plur, thanks for listening,
hope i didnt bore you too much
alright so i had just picked up some blue ghost pokeballs.
which apparently werent MDMA, but a butylone/methylone combo.
i also had a molly. hereee we go:
1:00PM- we get to our kickback spot and all take a blue ghost. it tastes like complete shit, i havent rolled in about a month or 2 so i was expecting it to be a decent roll.
1:45PM- smoke a few bowls with the pals, i felt like fucking Jesus. my eyes were wiggling like crazy, i have a crazy amount of energy. dubstep sounds amazing. i put my gloves on and give a few lightshows (and i gloved better than ever).
2:00PM- im thirsty as fuck so we get water, there isnt much empathy. in fact, i had a really strong urge to be mean to one of the guys we were with. im clenching like a motherfucker, chewing on my bracelets haha:D
(for the next hour, we just kinda mobbed around the town)
3:30PM- im extremely content with myself. i down a whole bottle of OJ and take the molly. i havent noticed a peak yet, just been really shitfaced%)
4:25PM- HOLLYY SHITT im in heaven. the molly hit like a fucking train. i was just walking and suddenly i felt like i was walking on air, then i had to sit down because my legs were so...light haha.
4:40PM- im deffinitley peaking, we dont wanna look anymore shady than we already were being so we go into my freinds' van. im floooreed. chewin on my candy, eyes rolling. i felt so great. at that point, this kid i was being mean to decides to call me a fagget (im bi) so me and my friend go and make out right next to him
(this is where shit starts to get bad)
5:00PM- some people had to go home, so our group starts to split up. i had made a new BFF and decided it would be a great idea to go home with him and not tell any of my friends that i was leaving with him.
5:30PM- the roll kinda just stopped, idk. we get to my new BFF's
house and his parents were home so i had to leave. ive never been in this area of town, so idk how to get back to the main group, so silly me decides to wander around and hopefully ill find my way back.6:00PM- idk how the fuck i got there, but i ended up in a huge orange grove. im not talkin about like a little farm, but like a forest haha. i wander around there for awhile and decide its useless to keep trying. so i smoke a bowl and a grit.
6:20PM- im freaking the fuck out. i kept going in circles. couldnt find anybody, i was sweating like crazy and couldnt find any water. head hurt like a bitch. so i call my friends and they give me directions back to our original meeting area.
6:30PM- i think i found the right trail. im following it, my body hurts, whatever, ill manage.
(thenn it gets worse)
6:35PM- i start to hear whispers. im on a big dirt road and theres no one with me, so i knew something wasnt right. i heard it again, a girl asking "where are you going" in a really sensual voice. honestly at that point i began to run, i was freaking the fuck out and just ran.
6:45PM- im out of breath, on the verge of tears. the voices are getting louder and more frequent. then i begin to think about how much of a fuckup i am, and how much my family hates me and BLAHBLAH. so i just cry, and drag myself 5 more miles, where i eventually met up with my friends. i was a zombie, no emotions, no energy, just complete dysphoria.
from then until 7:30 i just had random crying sessions. i didnt wanna talk to anyone, i was in complete and utter hell. my stomach hurt worse than ever, i would sweat alot then get extremely cold. and i head one of those gnar headaches where you just wanna punch a child. you know, those headaches. i was talking to some friends and they think that i had aquired serotonin syndrome.
but yea, i still feel like complete shit. im experiencing madd depersonalization. this has tought me to try and take more responsibility of myself. in fact, i doubt ill be touching any kinda durgz for a while.
plur, thanks for listening,
hope i didnt bore you too much
