Buprenorphine vs. Methadone for tramadol/benzo addction

[Ethan8]

Mods ,sorry if this is the wrong forum but I'm in desperation here ,I know tramadol is supposed to be non-addictive and does not warrant perhaps a full MU agonist like methadone but I Have no idea if buprenorphine will even work as some of tramadols addictive potentional is believed to be its SNRI action but I tried to quit stupidly the same time as clona and loraz at also high amounts and I can honestly say I ceased to function ,I could not walk right or balance, see or think or work out or eat and total insomnia for 7 days drove me to tears ten laughter ,manic......memory gone ,even with the doctor [stupidily] giving me Chloroprozine, still no sleep off the prescribed 75mg ,I took 400mg [dumb]to sleep then I didn't know if I was having mini seizures from the lack of benzo + trammy withdrawal or the chloropromzine giving me body jerks .....I've never been 'drug scared' til then, u cant function on Chloro. I Hate it.


I went back on the benzos ,trammy over 1g and ritalin -low + 100mg trazadone to sleep which does work.

I need to get my UK prescribed Mirtazapine but I live in Thailand and I Have to find a patent.

I KnOW THE DRILL to quit ,taper off trammy ,keep on clona for seizure safety then dump the ritalin though truthfully i dont have a stim prob and jus use 5-10mg + caffeine to wake up [and trammy]then taper off the clona.

Also I use steroids ,testoterone only very low right now so no headfucks but atleast a little drive.

I feel fucked guys&girl and now I also drink cheap whisky everyday ,I never drank alone in my life . I need to get better ,back in the gym. Get strong. My mind ,my body.

I need my life back ,I lost my GF ,my job ,my hope also but if i try to stop I feel like I am going to give up.

Will Buprenorphine leave me functioning ok ,can i drop benzos and trammy if i start it.

I have suffered OCD and MDD since young ,OCD i can handle ,the MDD is staying away but I dont sobriety flooding me will feeling and regrets ,I can't deal with that atall right now in a foreign country away from everyone alone.

I need help guys Please!

 

[pally pete]

You'll be able to get hold of Mirtazapine over the counter in Thailand no problem. Benzos are a bit hit 'n' miss, some pharmacies will sell you them others won't. I don't know anything about Opiates though, as far as I'm aware there either unavailable or only available by means that are not worth risking.

If your in Bangkok then maybe think about getting yourself to a hospital, the healthcare is good albeit you'll have to pay unlike back home in the U.K. I've always had good experiences in Thailand generally when it's come to anything health related.

I currently live in Vietnam (I'm addicted to Benzos & Oxy) The healthcare system here is a joke in comparison to Thailand. I obviously don't expect a script for Oxy but even after visiting the hospital they wouldn't prescribe me Benzos. Luckily I found a pharmacy which sells Diazepam (which I don't abuse) yet the availability is patchy.

Anyway sorry for completely going off track but I do genuinely feel for you.

Chohkdee