Hi all, please let me say 2 things before my info request... First, thank you to BL and everyone on staff and posting info! I have followed and read so much info for nearly 10 years on this site. Maybe it's said often, but, I want to say how grateful I am this sites here, and it's not watered down bullshit paid for by big pharma etc! Second, I've never posted before, I have read several threads going back to 2019 on this drug but didn't see posts similar to my question/request. I apologize if it is somewhere else, please feel free mods, to place this where appropriate
Ok, so in as small of a nutshell as I can use, here's my situation... I have chronic pain, have had opioids for 30+ years now. I have never used other types of drugs like cocaine, meth, or even THC. As a general rule I simply take my pain meds, last 5 years been to a "pain clinic" and had 30mg morphine ER and 20mg oxy 3-4x day. It's worked alright, not great by any means, I have taken extra of each during the time, and have had to "find" additional meds when I ran short before my appointment.
An "anonymous" call was made to my Dr recently that reported to them I sold my meds. That's a whole different story for another day. But it is completely false, never have, never will do that. I cannot function if I don't have them, after so many years, who could? My Dr today put me on these bupren 8mg tabs. I'd never heard of them, so to this site I came. My Dr said these are "less marketable", ok, whatever... I'll jump through his hoops cuz I know I don't sell my meds. My last morphine and oxy was just about 24 hours ago. Some info here said to wait till withdrawal starts... I'd rather not... Supposed to have 3 of these a day for 2 weeks (prob longer I'm sure) I need just some real talk here... No judgement to anyone, but for me, I don't want to be high, I just want to function..clean house, watch grandkids, work on my truck, things like that. The pharmacy paper wasn't much help, but I'm not talking about shit there...lord please...
What do I need to watch for, should I wait till I'm sick to start? I know nobody knows my situation exactly, but, in general terms, will I be able to function, sleep, or should I just let my anger and anxiety take over?? Thanks in advance for time spend reading the rambles of an old lady

Ok, so in as small of a nutshell as I can use, here's my situation... I have chronic pain, have had opioids for 30+ years now. I have never used other types of drugs like cocaine, meth, or even THC. As a general rule I simply take my pain meds, last 5 years been to a "pain clinic" and had 30mg morphine ER and 20mg oxy 3-4x day. It's worked alright, not great by any means, I have taken extra of each during the time, and have had to "find" additional meds when I ran short before my appointment.
An "anonymous" call was made to my Dr recently that reported to them I sold my meds. That's a whole different story for another day. But it is completely false, never have, never will do that. I cannot function if I don't have them, after so many years, who could? My Dr today put me on these bupren 8mg tabs. I'd never heard of them, so to this site I came. My Dr said these are "less marketable", ok, whatever... I'll jump through his hoops cuz I know I don't sell my meds. My last morphine and oxy was just about 24 hours ago. Some info here said to wait till withdrawal starts... I'd rather not... Supposed to have 3 of these a day for 2 weeks (prob longer I'm sure) I need just some real talk here... No judgement to anyone, but for me, I don't want to be high, I just want to function..clean house, watch grandkids, work on my truck, things like that. The pharmacy paper wasn't much help, but I'm not talking about shit there...lord please...
What do I need to watch for, should I wait till I'm sick to start? I know nobody knows my situation exactly, but, in general terms, will I be able to function, sleep, or should I just let my anger and anxiety take over?? Thanks in advance for time spend reading the rambles of an old lady
