You aren't tripping, sounds like "Used To Love Her" and I was just on a GnR kick today... anyways I have some either worthless or useful advice, depending on how broke you are and whether I should really condone drug use of any sort... but like, I have kicked suboxone twice before and the 2nd time was truly awful. It really is the hardest thing I ever went through. And yet, I ended up back on the medicine... medicated, yes, but constantly dreading, and knowing, that some day I would have to pay the piper. I bought up some Aleve, Tums, Immodium, Multivits, all the bullshit, ensures, etc... and by day 2 the panic and fear of what was coming alone had me on the ropes.
I remembered Kratom, and thought maybe it could help with getting off of subs... being as it only has a 3 hour half life, so when you come off the kratom, you're at the very least trading for an easier withdrawal. Of course, I kept myself on the kratom for only like a week, and never going more than 12g a day, maybe 20g at the first day or two... I really can't say it will help with everyone but bro, I am on day 10 now off of subs, and 3 days off of kratom, and I am already snapping out of it. I had one night of mild shakes and sweats, and of course some of those lonnnnng depressing days just wanting a fix... but holy shit, I feel the need to share my story... but I apologize if you have no access to kratom and or respect if you just want to kick the bupe straight up... but yeah man, worth putting out there. Please keep us posted! I don't meet a lot of people with firsthand bupe knowledge and maybe I'm a pussy but I swear it was just as bad as agonist w/d's sometimes... but everyone seems to have a different experience! Keep on with the classic rock, man... getting back into the music I've forgotten has been helping me tremendously!
