buprenorphine, oh what a drug. it is the love of my life right now. i dont love it, but i have to treat it like a lover. been on it 5 yrs.
your honeymoon with bupe is ending. you are getting a tolerance and the higher doses you go the more the antagonist effect kicks in so you really are not going to get much out of raising the dose. FUCK yeah its physically addictive. i have tried getting off it and its impossible. after years of it my body cant function without it. its the post acute withdrawals that are HELLACIOUS and seemingly never stop. i mean months and months of the shit and it never really lets up.
you are probably going to want to lower your dose, take a break, or get a script. 3 months aint no thang, but once you hit a year you are going to have a hard fucking time getting off the shit. it helps you stay away from dope, yes it does, takes care of cravings and the needle fixation....so just run the pros v cons. for me its a no brainer since i cant get off it, but even if i had that option id probably stay on it cause i just go right back to slamming H.
i suppose this sounds depressing and like im a slave to it, but i have come to terms with it. it is just a pill i have to take everyday like a diabetic takes his insulin. <Edit- Pegasus... You know why>