frostyangel
Bluelighter
You must of thought that I was a fool
Well today, I guess I was...
Standing there alone, with you on the
phone..dead silence, and you still
would not let me go..what the hell,
I should have known..
I promised myself a thousand reasons.
You forgave none, and you told me you
were sorry. Ha,, like that honestly meant
something. That was suppose to tape up
my schattered pieces.
So when you close your eyes
who do you see, I really know now it's not
going to be me.
I couldn't understand how one could dish
out their heart. And steal it off the plate of
love. Leaving me hungry to know how I
didn't plant that right seed in you, so you
could stay. And this is another path that was
the same, created by new memories.
Driving me so insane that I had to cross
the street..Why is the ground so hard
when you hit....
Here I am starting over, washing my
hands free of my foolish emptyness.
I looking in a mirror of to many hurtful
memories...and I realize It didn't matter
to you, because you were happy with
someone else, and I was the one,
standing with a dropped jaw.....
Here is a beauty of unimportance.
Telling herself don't give up on the
future. Even though all the thoughtfulness
of you doings wasn't for nothing. You proved
that person inside of you. Maybe today wasn't
your day...but tomorrow will.
I couldn't understand how words came out for
you, and they only meant something to me...
I hold down the arms of the unwilling mind.
And floated over the echos of my tears,
burning holes in and out...of skin.
How many more wrongs that don't even
out to the rights..and all the nights brought
alone in this bed, that I hardly can sleep in
anymore...looking at a pillow that was once
shared...and now I'm suppose to share it with
another some day...I rather throw it away.
Well today, I guess I was...
Standing there alone, with you on the
phone..dead silence, and you still
would not let me go..what the hell,
I should have known..
I promised myself a thousand reasons.
You forgave none, and you told me you
were sorry. Ha,, like that honestly meant
something. That was suppose to tape up
my schattered pieces.
So when you close your eyes
who do you see, I really know now it's not
going to be me.
I couldn't understand how one could dish
out their heart. And steal it off the plate of
love. Leaving me hungry to know how I
didn't plant that right seed in you, so you
could stay. And this is another path that was
the same, created by new memories.
Driving me so insane that I had to cross
the street..Why is the ground so hard
when you hit....
Here I am starting over, washing my
hands free of my foolish emptyness.
I looking in a mirror of to many hurtful
memories...and I realize It didn't matter
to you, because you were happy with
someone else, and I was the one,
standing with a dropped jaw.....
Here is a beauty of unimportance.
Telling herself don't give up on the
future. Even though all the thoughtfulness
of you doings wasn't for nothing. You proved
that person inside of you. Maybe today wasn't
your day...but tomorrow will.
I couldn't understand how words came out for
you, and they only meant something to me...
I hold down the arms of the unwilling mind.
And floated over the echos of my tears,
burning holes in and out...of skin.
How many more wrongs that don't even
out to the rights..and all the nights brought
alone in this bed, that I hardly can sleep in
anymore...looking at a pillow that was once
shared...and now I'm suppose to share it with
another some day...I rather throw it away.
keep youre head up 
