supersonic
Bluelighter
Ok this is one that Isn't fiction. But the first half is kinda old me asking questions and the second half is the more recent me. Makes sense. No really it does.
Breaking Threw
Theres something I've noticed while walking through these dimly lit halls and its been quite a task trying to get it all situated, so that I could finally situate my words correctly. Its this dance we do way to often and this is no great revelation that to attain balance and motivation one must run back and forth from good to bad and we're slowly tiring ourselves out until we reach a seductive inert hum. But what it is I've been noticing is the uncontrollable factor that this dance is. Not one person can dispute this either, I just feel like there should be something more. New emotions, or new revelations, just something more than coming to conclusions and then tirelessly repeating them. There's gotta be more than all of this I have to believe. theres gotta be more than this big game of pretend we play when we take part of society. If you just look at it, its really just a big game, the biggest game of all, with so many players, so many different options, and none of the choices really having any real definitive corralation with the effects. Tonight, I will sit and wonder about this game and tommorrow I'll go play again just the same. There just has to be more than this, we're kinda limited in our capabilities if you ask me. is love the best we can do? Is hate the worst? Is religion as good as spiritual awakening gets? Is god is good as answer as we get? Oh I surely hope not. It just confuses me what it is that matters to people. What really matters? Living? To just be? I gotta believe that nothing matters as much as anything matters. That whatever occurs is important because its occuring. I'm sure theres a lot of things better than life, but I bet there's a lot of thing worse than it. So young, so full of questions, so wide eyed. Where does this die and why? Sometimes its freedom I think it is that is the missing factor, which is so silly because we have created that constraint. Its immortality that drives us nuts. If we never died we'd be free not to give a shit about anything. Not to work, not learn anything. So then maybe its better to no have that freedom. At least we get somewhere rationaly when we're unhappy, I just hope that there is an end result to this logical progression that we aren't deluding ourselves with reason. I gotta believe thats the point of it all, to boundlessly create that freedom of endless innovation and no limitations through the never ending sky of our imaginations.
I gotta believe that hope means something.
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If anything I do drugs to appreciate reality.
Breaking Threw
Theres something I've noticed while walking through these dimly lit halls and its been quite a task trying to get it all situated, so that I could finally situate my words correctly. Its this dance we do way to often and this is no great revelation that to attain balance and motivation one must run back and forth from good to bad and we're slowly tiring ourselves out until we reach a seductive inert hum. But what it is I've been noticing is the uncontrollable factor that this dance is. Not one person can dispute this either, I just feel like there should be something more. New emotions, or new revelations, just something more than coming to conclusions and then tirelessly repeating them. There's gotta be more than all of this I have to believe. theres gotta be more than this big game of pretend we play when we take part of society. If you just look at it, its really just a big game, the biggest game of all, with so many players, so many different options, and none of the choices really having any real definitive corralation with the effects. Tonight, I will sit and wonder about this game and tommorrow I'll go play again just the same. There just has to be more than this, we're kinda limited in our capabilities if you ask me. is love the best we can do? Is hate the worst? Is religion as good as spiritual awakening gets? Is god is good as answer as we get? Oh I surely hope not. It just confuses me what it is that matters to people. What really matters? Living? To just be? I gotta believe that nothing matters as much as anything matters. That whatever occurs is important because its occuring. I'm sure theres a lot of things better than life, but I bet there's a lot of thing worse than it. So young, so full of questions, so wide eyed. Where does this die and why? Sometimes its freedom I think it is that is the missing factor, which is so silly because we have created that constraint. Its immortality that drives us nuts. If we never died we'd be free not to give a shit about anything. Not to work, not learn anything. So then maybe its better to no have that freedom. At least we get somewhere rationaly when we're unhappy, I just hope that there is an end result to this logical progression that we aren't deluding ourselves with reason. I gotta believe thats the point of it all, to boundlessly create that freedom of endless innovation and no limitations through the never ending sky of our imaginations.
I gotta believe that hope means something.
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If anything I do drugs to appreciate reality.
