THE_REAL_OBLIVION
Bluelight Crew
Alright, I never wanted to get to shoot dilaudid. I got into doing that because I couldn't find anything else and eating dilaudid never did anything, even as hydromorph contins 18/24/30mg gelcaps.
So I ended up being on methadone. All of this is due to a very painful neurological condition. That took a lot of time to get a real diagnostic, i'm talking almost a decade now of suffering before they found what the hell was going on. Should I tell my neurologists who always just scripted me nothing too exciting except rivotril (clonazepam) 1mg bid ? He always just got me on topamax and I didn't see him in a long time and he said back then if this doesn't work we might have to get the big guns, meaning opiates. But since then (3 years or so), I have been scripted by my regular doctor and pain clinic. Much before I started to buy dilaudid from someone else.
My regular family doctor scripted me : MS IR 30mg, 30mg instant release morphine as needed. So i would get around 20 a month. But after 3 months he decided to send me to a pain clinic before further re-scripting me. I was furious and in a small withdrawal compared to what I have come to know later. At the pain clinic they scripted me oxycontins 50mg (yeah those came up here in canada, as well as other even numbers of mg) a day + those MS IR 30mg's in case of flare ups in pain. I lived some years with that and was okay with it. But then oxycontin was removed, then replaced 2 months later by OxyNeo, which was shit. I end up going to Methadone treatment due to oxycontin withdrawal and I couldn't get a quick appointment at the pain clinic and I met this guy selling dilaudid 4 and 8mg for VERY cheap.
Let' s say for 6 months I shot a lot of dilaudid, ended up on methadone which had me cancel my script to oxycontin even if i didnt use it (cos it was oxyneos) and obviously also cancelled my MS IR 30mg. I want off the methadone as quick as possible. I meet my neurologist feb 4th,would it be a good idea to tell him all what happened since I met him? I'll skip the part about shooting dilaudid, just that the removal of oxycontin and the carelessness of the pain clinic to give me something to replace it quickly ended up with me being really sick for months with Paws from hell etc. and since generic oxycontins are out here in canada if he could at least just rescript me generic oxycontin 50 or 60mg ? I won't even ask for the MS IR 30mg for breakthru pain, my family doc will do that once i'm off methadone and that a specialist has taken care of me he says.
I take 60mg of methadone daily ? Would taking 60mg of old school oxycontin (generic OC in canada can just be chewed like the real thing) be enough to not feel sick from getting off the methadone? Or i would need the MS IR also ?
I need a very educated guess
So I ended up being on methadone. All of this is due to a very painful neurological condition. That took a lot of time to get a real diagnostic, i'm talking almost a decade now of suffering before they found what the hell was going on. Should I tell my neurologists who always just scripted me nothing too exciting except rivotril (clonazepam) 1mg bid ? He always just got me on topamax and I didn't see him in a long time and he said back then if this doesn't work we might have to get the big guns, meaning opiates. But since then (3 years or so), I have been scripted by my regular doctor and pain clinic. Much before I started to buy dilaudid from someone else.
My regular family doctor scripted me : MS IR 30mg, 30mg instant release morphine as needed. So i would get around 20 a month. But after 3 months he decided to send me to a pain clinic before further re-scripting me. I was furious and in a small withdrawal compared to what I have come to know later. At the pain clinic they scripted me oxycontins 50mg (yeah those came up here in canada, as well as other even numbers of mg) a day + those MS IR 30mg's in case of flare ups in pain. I lived some years with that and was okay with it. But then oxycontin was removed, then replaced 2 months later by OxyNeo, which was shit. I end up going to Methadone treatment due to oxycontin withdrawal and I couldn't get a quick appointment at the pain clinic and I met this guy selling dilaudid 4 and 8mg for VERY cheap.
Let' s say for 6 months I shot a lot of dilaudid, ended up on methadone which had me cancel my script to oxycontin even if i didnt use it (cos it was oxyneos) and obviously also cancelled my MS IR 30mg. I want off the methadone as quick as possible. I meet my neurologist feb 4th,would it be a good idea to tell him all what happened since I met him? I'll skip the part about shooting dilaudid, just that the removal of oxycontin and the carelessness of the pain clinic to give me something to replace it quickly ended up with me being really sick for months with Paws from hell etc. and since generic oxycontins are out here in canada if he could at least just rescript me generic oxycontin 50 or 60mg ? I won't even ask for the MS IR 30mg for breakthru pain, my family doc will do that once i'm off methadone and that a specialist has taken care of me he says.
I take 60mg of methadone daily ? Would taking 60mg of old school oxycontin (generic OC in canada can just be chewed like the real thing) be enough to not feel sick from getting off the methadone? Or i would need the MS IR also ?
I need a very educated guess
