Bluelight makes me use more drugs!

[ranunky]

So maybe you come here for the social experience because when you are about to relapse, you feel upset and/or lonely? I come here when I am bored and have no one to talk to, is that how you are feeling right before you go back into drugs?

Yeah, I think that's pretty accurate. I use drugs because I have no sober friends so I get lonely without drugs/drug buddies.

 

[silvercrimson]

That's pretty much one of the most lamest excuses
I've heard yet
Nobody but yourself makes you use more drugs, come on
really?

 

[xxsicknessxx]

I find talking about it releases a craving... as in makes me crave drugs less to just answer questions and stuff sort of like therapy

 

[missmegandelaney]

Correct me if i'm wrong but did bluelight tie you to a chair and force you to call your dealer and get loaded?
If you are really trying to stay clean, you should learn what your triggers are and stay away from them. Especially in your first 30 days. I've been in and out of the NA program so I know a little of what i'm talking about.

 

[herbavore]

Reminder to use tact and respect whenever debating a point on The Dark Side. TDS has lots of folks that are struggling with sobriety, people that are just taking a first step and those that are farther along. We are also a community that includes those who have given up (hopefully not forever) on sobriety for themselves but give selflessly to others as they begin their journey, cheering them through relapses and struggles with empathy and honesty. Many of us use lots of drugs and some of us use none. In other words we are a very diverse community with one thing in common--we come here to get and give support. Honest opinions keep it real and certainly challenging each others beliefs is beneficial when it is done in the spirit of respect. So, let's keep it kind while we explore this together. One person's reality is as valid as another's .