BlueJournal - thursday, sept 15th, two thousand eleven

So, it has been an eventful week. Yesterday was court day. I am already on probation for something else, and I was very nervous. This was just a misdemeanor.

The first thing my lawyer said when he showed up was "can you pass a drug test?" and I said yes, although in reality I was dirty as fuck and too lazy to dilute.

Everything worked out though. The judge was chill, and even allowed me to transfer my case to another county. He smiled at my lawyer and even shook his hand from behind his booth. My lawyer is a known badass around these parts. It was awesome.

My lawyer told my grandparents about how good I looked and how good I am doing. Really sucked up and made me look good. What a badass! Even the DA smiled at me as if to say "good luck bro!"

Most chill courtroom I have ever attended.

Today I am just relaxing and deciding my next strategy. I am def. moving out of my drunken friends apartment and back to my grandfolks house. My new probation officer said I HAVE to pay the fees or I will go to jail, and that she sees people walk outta the offce in cuffs all the time because of late probation fees. It worries me because I have had a real hard time finding work lately. I will just keep my head up and my hopes high.

Until next time, ya BL!

PS. Today was SO Fuckin chill, cant stress that enough! Been talking to a fucking awesome chick I met on BL all day long.We were sharing music and she sent me an oldskool sublime song that I grew up loving, that really hit the spot. Cisco Kid from robbin the hood!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mSI_jAHQpfY&feature=share

Also, it has been 72 degrees, cloudy, rainy, and breezy all fucking day. Totally Zen!! I live in northeast texas and it has been 110 degrees everyday for months on end, and humid. This is a real treat.

 

congratulations, man!
Do I smell another BL relationship abrewing?

 

... i remember whaqt you said about smashing my face, SS00, what is that anyways? SS: a Nazi reference?!?

about you and my face, im going to find you, and hang you from that big ass Ferris-Wheel in DTown - then after a funnel cake and a jrrnt, ill turn the thing on, and then light it on fire..to watch you a blaze in a daze giving a wave gooood bye


later, not right now though...im busy...
;-P

 

@ overdone - no, just a badass AIM buddy. I WISH! but she lives on the other side of the country, but who knows?

@ panic - bring it! and you never did find me that zen buddhism shit i was looking for either

 

which shit??
ill look again, while gathering supplies, gas money etc..


you should participate in my ' Yoga Sutra Contemplation contemplations Challenge Extraordinaire '
pretty damn life changing amazing, literally life, as in mind body and soul.

Holographic Universe that i posted is a PDF link...very good read, i enjoy and get a lot out of doing what Changed suggested - reading a few lines at the start of the day, and then absorbing and, contemplating/meditating on the thoughts, relating theme to your life, actions and reaction to the actual effect of your actions.

indeed

 

I need to look into it and practice it more, need to work on my mental health for sure.

You would come to murder me, but would prolly just ending up thinking I'm cool and chilling with me.

 

haha

that would probably be the case, if i could stand the heat and humidity again, i lived in williamson county for the first part of my miserable life - lol. you might enjoy NW WA more...its maybe 73, with lots of cool fog atm that is cresting down the foot hills, right by me casa, on the cascades...

 

Yoga, is the most positive powerful and affective, in physichally noticable ways now physically and certainly mentally.

it is profound what Mantras Meditation and Yoga, for starts, is actually scientifically proven to do.

to actually build substantial measurable amount of Gray Brain Matter in our Left Frontal Lobes, as it is proven to do, if done for ten minutes twice a day - is stupefying man astounding to myself. i am so so fortunate to of made the choice to try Yoga, and the rest - its tough to try and decide if doing so is the first, or second best decision i have made in my life time -

 

I know I would like WA. I love rain and cold weather. I use to love the heat and humidity but it is starting to get really old. Esp after all that 110 jazz. My homeboy went to seattle and liked it, but he said there were a lot of rednecks out there, and that they were about 1 or 2 years behind us when it came to music. I guess that it because we are 1 or 2 years in the future with music everywhere we go, though

 

about music, i dont know if i would say that.

i did DJ in TX, at Raves and Clubs for a 3 years, the Local Electronic Music scene here is shit. plenty of great touring international headliners come, but... you know what i mean.
:-/

i dont spin anymore, but i fi did i would be disappointed i will assume, down there every-gig lead to one or several others, always.

my DJ handles and Crew associations were - - IdentityCrisis AKA Furious George - Unauthorized entertainment. and Merry Pranstaz
goodtimes!

 

I DJ drum and bass. I haven't been involved in the scene in years, nor do I want to be. I am plenty happy being in my own little bubble.

Clean out your PM inbox, dammit. Don't make me get physical again.

 

:-X

lol