I can't go on like this. That bitch won't relent. I have only so much income. She doesn't care that I NEED medical care, won't have $ to pay for medicine, or that after tonight I will have 2 walk 4 miles in a bad neighborhood to get to work because I can't afford to pay $60/wk just to get to work, plus her $100/wk, then theres phone bill/mo and weekly Rx/bus money/food money/my check is GONE. I've explained tonight for the 999,999th time & she won't budge, so fine. I don't see that I have any other alternative other than to leave. Fucking Christ I can't seem to find any way AROUND this!!!
On the up side, I can't believe my famous 1/2 bro actually said YES to allowing me 2 connect with him on FB. No, it's not a GROUP or CLUB
page, it's the real deal. Granted, it's only a fucking FB friend add, but still, I so fully expected to be denied the add. I'm glad he accepted me,
I've kept it simple, no asking for anything, no "hey u remember me..." blah blah, merely a simple "hi howya doin," generic sentence. That's
all I wrote. I'm keeping it simple & hell I doubt it will ever go beyond that, unless & until I get some of my scandalous, but good writings
published & in circulation. I really should. I know I'm good, but again, it's just a matter of overcoming this fucked up lazy gene & perhaps this,
"let's not try so we don't fail," crap or whatever way my brain is defectively wired.
Tried to buy car yesterday. Short story, another freaken nightmare, I put $ out, the damn thing broke, I got my $ back today + a ride home
after work this morning. And more criticism from my SMOTHER of course, who never fails to remind me about how "you haven't paid rent
in a year" blah blah, yeah fuck you bitch. I HAVE been paying at least $250-$300/mo the last fucking year but she goes off about how that
doesn't go towards rent, only the damn loan for the lawyer back in Jan 2007, just as I knew she would. After the car broke last night, hell
I'm gona shower, deal with the bitch. IM SO MAD!! I am tired of being reminded of how FUCK HER!!!
I'm too angry to write. Bottom line: Again the bitch is saying $400/mo & go buy car from used car lot.....I. CANT. AFFORD. TO. ON. MY.
LOUSY. LOW. MOTHERFUCKING. INCOME!!!!!!!! She will not hear me. She demanded her $500 back, therefore, I see no other choice than
to tell her to fuck herself, I WILL PAY HER HER GODDAMNED DUMB ASS LOAN IN 3 MONTHS. I'm done wi9th this dumb no $ to buy a car
shit, fuck her I should rent cheap room in city where I work that way I can at least put this freaken survival headache behind me!!!!! right now
i hate her every bit as much as she hates me.
On the up side, I can't believe my famous 1/2 bro actually said YES to allowing me 2 connect with him on FB. No, it's not a GROUP or CLUB
page, it's the real deal. Granted, it's only a fucking FB friend add, but still, I so fully expected to be denied the add. I'm glad he accepted me,
I've kept it simple, no asking for anything, no "hey u remember me..." blah blah, merely a simple "hi howya doin," generic sentence. That's
all I wrote. I'm keeping it simple & hell I doubt it will ever go beyond that, unless & until I get some of my scandalous, but good writings
published & in circulation. I really should. I know I'm good, but again, it's just a matter of overcoming this fucked up lazy gene & perhaps this,
"let's not try so we don't fail," crap or whatever way my brain is defectively wired.
Tried to buy car yesterday. Short story, another freaken nightmare, I put $ out, the damn thing broke, I got my $ back today + a ride home
after work this morning. And more criticism from my SMOTHER of course, who never fails to remind me about how "you haven't paid rent
in a year" blah blah, yeah fuck you bitch. I HAVE been paying at least $250-$300/mo the last fucking year but she goes off about how that
doesn't go towards rent, only the damn loan for the lawyer back in Jan 2007, just as I knew she would. After the car broke last night, hell
I'm gona shower, deal with the bitch. IM SO MAD!! I am tired of being reminded of how FUCK HER!!!
I'm too angry to write. Bottom line: Again the bitch is saying $400/mo & go buy car from used car lot.....I. CANT. AFFORD. TO. ON. MY.
LOUSY. LOW. MOTHERFUCKING. INCOME!!!!!!!! She will not hear me. She demanded her $500 back, therefore, I see no other choice than
to tell her to fuck herself, I WILL PAY HER HER GODDAMNED DUMB ASS LOAN IN 3 MONTHS. I'm done wi9th this dumb no $ to buy a car
shit, fuck her I should rent cheap room in city where I work that way I can at least put this freaken survival headache behind me!!!!! right now
i hate her every bit as much as she hates me.